Behind the Mask

Allow me a little self pity
For my head is pregnant
with melancholy
My life isn't just cruel
But full of insane beings
who like to ridicule.

Let me curse and scream
I'm a woman who refused
to accept guilt
Contrive a sinister spell
so livid
Heart's color soaked in green
so vivid.

Envious eyes hiding behind a smile
My fragile life has been destroyed
by your false accusations
Tongue splits fabricated stories
to the gossip loving nation
Blood red lips kissed by poison.

Revenge offered no rest
I glimpsed every extended hands to test
Each and everyone's sincerity
But the mask wore the aura of insanity
And it showed no mercy
or one single memory of my real identity.