The Find

by Manahill Naik
I tried to find myself
First
In the lighter hues of life
I was happy
But
Still hollow inside

I tried to find myself
Second
In the majority's trend
I did catch up somehow
But
Then I had a usual predictive end

I tried to find myself
Third
In the crowds
I did get in
But didn't stand out

So

I found myself
One day
In a cup of strong tea
Brown sugar
Just enough sweet

Then

I found myself
Second day
In the classics that I watched
The colored fantasies thought by someone
The attractive thoughts etched by another
The sakura trees and high pitched voices
A language I dindnt know
But surely found attractive
It spurred me to something
I'd never known before

And finally

I found myself
In thoughts and words
In depths and folds
In creases of the mind
The things that remained
Tucked away within myself
The words I never spoke
One day I finally wrote
And once my pen scratched the right thing
For the first time
All that I had learnt in schools
Were climbing outside
For I found myself
In writings that had stayed
They grew with me
15 years of age
By every breath
Got stronger with time

Hence
Find yourself
For u may perish with the wind
Too soon
Find urself
A name
To live
Even after you rest
Sometimes
I know
You tried to fit in
With them
But you should
Find urself
In what you really are..
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DavidBokolo

DavidBokolo

March 17, 2016 - 13:20 Hi, a songwriter once says we got to ringing and knocking till you do; and I believe you have done it. keep up. Another says don't stop til you get enough. Just keep up, Naik.
Manahill Naik

Manahill Naik

March 17, 2016 - 15:20 Hey, i truly respect that and wont ever stop.. Thenku fr ur support whch keeps on making me to comeback nd to stay focused
Jack50rko

Jack50rko

March 17, 2016 - 19:46 Awesome! Well written and totally relatable.
Manahill Naik

Manahill Naik

March 17, 2016 - 20:10 Tysm nd yesh lol relatable o.o
rekhanshiraghava

rekhanshiraghava

March 18, 2016 - 12:15 Beautiful... Every line... Every para... Amazing.... Speechless....
Manahill Naik

Manahill Naik

March 18, 2016 - 13:44 Haha ty abunch
Velantra

Velantra

March 26, 2016 - 14:27 Baie mooi!!!!! You are a good writer since the first word you put on paper
Manahill Naik

Manahill Naik

March 26, 2016 - 17:23 Hahah tenku so much.. and baie mooi is?
Velantra

Velantra

March 31, 2016 - 02:12 It means to compliment someone when they do something good, pretty, nice, kind, (have good manners) things like that
Manahill Naik

Manahill Naik

March 31, 2016 - 13:29 Wht language tho?
Velantra

Velantra

May 20, 2016 - 09:16 Dutch Sorry been busy how did life get this hectic
Manahill Naik

Manahill Naik

May 22, 2016 - 13:05 Wht u upto
pies11

pies11

October 1, 2019 - 22:35 Hello i am miss Brenda i have private discusion with you via at(piesbrenda106@gmail.com)

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