Losing Someone

It was December 13, 2015. It was beautiful day! The sun cast it’s radiant rays upon a little small dormitory. I was from my class at University of San Carlos and peacefully eating my lunch with my classmates. Then out of the blue familiar face appear at the front of our gate, shes my mom.She approached me and asked to have talk in private for a minute. I don’t know what I’m going to fell that time, to feel happy because I saw her, or ashamed and afraid because she wants to talk to me in private.Unasked questions swirled in my head but I let her tell what’s going on.
My mom give me the reason of seeing me and all the things that I need to know. The information that I have received from my mother break the silence of my soul. She told me that my grand father was already gone during dawn, it was December 11 two days ago. I don’t know how to react for I was shocked with the news. Mean while, my mom had to go for I have a class and she has important things to fixed. Solemnly, I finished my lunch. My eyes started to filled with tears but I didn't let them fall because I still have a class and I need to focused.
The darkness showed up and this time I can’t stop my self, tears rolled down in my eyes endlessly. I sigh deeply from the agonized abyss of my soul. I know It was probably one of the most tragic day of my life, but yet It was the biggest learning day I ever had too. I learned a lot of things, like everything occurred for a reason. I attend his wake for one night only since I’m currently studying at the same time I’m a scholar. It was burden to my part that even his burial I was not there.
There’s nothing I can do, but to accept the present circumstances as reality. Yes losing someone you love was really rough on me, but I've learned, I need to be happy for him, for the life he had live. Losing my grand father taught me that life is to cherished because it should be. You never know when your time is up and if its tomorrow, you must be happy with the choices you've made in your life. I know I will be!