No Good Bye

“I love you. I know you’re still pissed of what happened yesterday and so annoyed with all my messages. Yes, I can feel that you’re a little bit changing. I’m giving you space to think and enjoy. Just message me if ever you feel ok and feel like talking to me. Know that I love you.”

Zhalea :*


This was the last message I received from her. I didn’t try to reach her out. She didn’t go online for 2 days and I being so consumed with my pride didn’t try to send a message, too.

2 days became weeks, I tried sending messages to her, but there was no response from her. I tried calling her phone but it says that the subscriber couldn’t be reached. I thought she’s just having a little drama after what happened.

Then it became a month, still no sign of her online and her phone still out of reached. I wanted to send messages to her friends and ask how is their friend going and to tell her that I wanted to talk to her. But I feel ashamed to ask them.

I thought she broke up with me without noticed. Still waited for her to go online, but it took already half a year still no sign from her.

Then one day as I browsed one of her friends’ social media account, I found out that she actually had a car accident the day after she sent me her last message.