Lessons learnt from life

Here comes my story !! I'm arun completed my inter with a good total of 90% there starts celebrations of my parents :) I felt I had achieved something in life..but then I don't no that real life going to start from there...
As I had good total I had joined in an university. 1st time away from parents..first going to do works on my own which I'm not very good at...1st day classes had started..my every thought is on my home... Its been week I had got new friends...started roaming with friends and new places with them... I got to know the other side of world...calls and talking to home was par decreased !! In this gap I found a girl who really loves me
Ya life is being too good for me at that age. Friends girlfriend who cares for me what does a guy needs more than that. I felt blessed everything that has going in my life. I keep loving her we loved each other a lot.
Its been 3years of our love.there starts the real part i n life.I thought everything going in my way..my girlfriend suddenly asked me to brkup with her..I asked her reason..she said she can't love me as her parents got to know about me and asked to leave me ! :(
I begged her not to leave me...I missed her so much...I felt bad literally like crying !! I thought getting back into my life...I realized I had my life to live... I got back to life...started living and started thinking of my life
There comes again my jaan my love.. She said she can't be with out me...I'm on cloud nine...I asked her to be forever with me <3 love started again..three months passed clashes started again..we quarrelled for very small issues...we started ignoring ourselves..n thought of brkup again
Then I learned a lesson in my life " broken things never gonna be same again "
I left everything started my life...but it is too late its 4th year of my graduation.. I had only 2mnths for my placements I studies too hard becoz that's about life I want to show what I am. !!
It's 1st company I had qualified in written test..I felt smething that I had achieved in my life :D but my fate never makes smile for so long...I had terminated in technical round ! 2nd 3rd 4th....the count going on...for some I'm qualifying for written but I can't get into a company..
At last its end of placement drives...I didn't get placed in any of companies that visited my college.they gave us many reasons like recision period so and so. There are more than 300 students in university still left unplaced and I'm one of them .I had anyhow passed all subject s and placed and came out of college.
I had lot of questions in my head now..felt like "A guy sitting on the another world with empty hands " i had nothing now...I lost everything my love my friends my studies all gone in air...now I'm useless to the society
The word USELESS ruined my mind i went to Bangalore joined in an coaching centre..started preparing for off campus interviews and trying for every opportunity I got to get into a company.
I tried with sleep less nights.I worked hard like never before..at last I won , I won beyond everything...the feel when I won by my work I never felt before !! Its like "IM NOT USELESS ANYMORE " . I thanked god n smile coz it's all my life what make me learnt from things that happens to me :)