Meeting her for the first time like the falling of a single shiny dew drop on the forehead on a hot sunny day. It was like time had stopped momentarily.
She was like an Angel. My friends thought she was not so glamorous compared to the other girls. I don't know why but to me it felt like she was the most beautiful girl in the world.
Maybe it was her eyes that attracted. Oh! that damn pretty small shining Pearls of wonder. I can't take my eyes off her and my urge to talk to her became very intense. So after the class was over I just sprung to her asked her the name. With a large shy on her face she put her long beautiful fingernails on her hair and answered "Lisa". 'Oh Lisa your name was as beautiful as you were.' "Did you like the class" I further asked her. "yeah it was okay." she answered with a shy gleaming stare into my face and then walked away without even asking me my name. But I was not going to give up on us that easy. So after a lot of stalking and flirting soon we became friends. Yeah 'just friends' but I was sure that she meant much more than that to me. Soon I understood that she had a very special character. She was unusually shy and it was as if I was the only boy she had ever talked to. I was not the possessive type but this only made me want her more. I didn't love her for fancy nor did I wanted her as just a friend but she was the type of girl that I always dreamed of and I wanted her with me for the rest of my life.
So with this intention in mind I walked into class promising myself that I would tell her how I felt about her. Sadly it was disappointing to find that she had been absent on that very same day. I was mad at her for doing so. By noon there was a special announcement by the teacher. He said that the whole institution was now mourning for the loss of one of their brilliant students Lisa who had died along with her family on a road accident that morning .
He kept on saying something about a holiday the next day but I couldn't hear it. I was sitting frozen and I think my heart had stopped beating. My whole body was going going through an unbearable amount of pain.
After a time period I recovered. We all do don't we?
So I learned to move on with my life.
But now I realize that I had really loved Lisa for her character and not for her looks. Sad to say on the contrary till now I have not yet found some one who is having at least some of my true love's character traits.
So I will keep on waiting for her.
But Lisa was and always will be my first true love
and I know that no matter how much I try I can't forget her for the rest of my life.
Have you ever thought of dying, I mean to commit suicide?
Do you feel frustrated , tensed , and that your life has lost all its purpose?
You feel that you are not being loved.
STOP!!! just read this story before throwing yourself in the garbage.