Dear Future

As I write this letter

I'm still in the past.

I want to move on

But I like my past more.

I want to have new things

But I like my old ones.

I want a new man

But I love my ex.

I want to have children

But I love my little brothers and sisters.

I want a new house

But my home is comfortable.

I want to make new friends

But damn, my old ones are much fun.

I hope I'm not disappointing you when I say

"I don't want to move on."

I'm so sorry but I hope that one day,

You'll understand.

Yours sincerely

Past Admirer