The fearful thought of fear
Went all night long in my tiny brain so dear!
The this and that of all the things,
That made me a pessimist from an optimist being!
I was full of anxiety to write one!
But got my mind thunder-struck with oblivion!
What if the trees grow upside down?
With leaves beneath and roots above brown!
What if the world is square?
And despair in London Square!
What if the earth is a star?
And shine like a pole star!
What if the rain is drought
With summer in thought
For winter to arrive
And no-man survive?
What if the black is blue
And black hole is true?
What if the bird is animal?
And fight with all qualities of cruel!
What if the king is never - mighty?
But ruins the name of almighty!
What if killing is happiness
And all species drown in floods of sadness?
What if the gods came down
Like jack and jill tumbling down!
To fetch a pellet of laughter
Will not get any but a return with agony after!!
What if The world is a terror struck
And road accidents of all the truck?
Will it all remain, the way it be!
The way it is meant to be!
What if I wake up with blood all around?
Where I can't see my mother around!
What if no reader to read?
For the feelings that a writer feeds!
I can't see my loved one to die by a painful death disease!!
Rather I could wish a sudden death witn no disease!!
Afraid to see what is not meant to be real!!
Coz, however awesome, virtual is! The present is always real.
A bang on NO came to my spine!!
And got me upright down charging no fine!!
The what if's caught me down
With fever of fear in my hearts deep down!
But my subconscious mind still craves!!
For not seeing my beloved one's graves!!
To have all these dispairs all it takes,
To throw out the negate from all the ways!
The greatest fear of mine is to see the world not as it is now!!
I am happy to be sad in midst of my loved ones!!
But fear to be left, in the agony of the cuel ones!!
I wish to remain in the time I belong!!
Born in the race I see
Belong to people like you and me!
And not the fantasy that drives me crazy to death!
Fantasies that aren't real!!!
Are the root cause of fear!!