Not Everything is Fair in Love

You left me in tears,
You left me in pieces,
It took me months to pick all the pieces together,
I didn't know how many years it will take to patch them together.

You came again,
Like a storm,
Just when I was standing again
You dragged me down again.

Now I am confused,
Alone and depressed again,
My every attempt to forget you,
Just makes it worse.

Each song,
Each moment,
Each passing second,
Something reminds me of you.

All I need now,
Is for you to stand in front of me
Under the moon light
With a love song playing in the background,
Your eyes penetrating deep into my soul,
As I stand there transfixed
Your hands gently swooping my face,
Your face carved with a smile,
As my knees weaken,
You planting the gentlest kiss,
On my forehead,
Taking away everything
Taking away my pain
Taking away my insecurities
Taking me in your arms.

I open my eyes now,
I know you are not here
There is no love song playing
There is no smile,
There is no gentle kiss
The pain is here
The insecurities is here
The depression is here

Baby,
I don't know if I can hold on any longer.