I can't be me.....

The months of love you made me,
For long years you broke me.
All I ever wanted is to be yours for lifetime,
You broke my heart in no time.
So heartless, you were to leave,
Why? The reason still left to conceive.
Without telling my fault, or even a goodbye,
With dreams shattered, tears in my eye.
For years I believed, I have moved on,
May be time changed, heart still holding on.
I can’t see myself in arms of someone new,
I wish the past, I want it back and redo.
Asking heart, reason for still loving you,
When you changed your heart, and left me in all blue.
Slowly I gathered all emotions of mine,
Why do I have to go through this was running in my mind.
I am sad, but happy for you,
I am sorry, I can’t stop loving you.
I wish you could at least see,
My heart is broken, and I can’t be me.