He`s not here...

He appears in front of the world,
Like the most innocent of them all creatures
But I`m ready to kneel, my Lord,
To save me from this man and his features.

He`s not what the others are thinking
He`s bad and he fights me every time,
Because of him my mind is slowly sinking,
Because of him, I lost my mind!

I don`t know... is it a spell he put on me
Or I`m so drown into him by my own willing?
Cuz is him now, all I can see,
I have no clue how to react to this feeling.

Is above my power, I can`t fight
Although he always leaves me behind,
He`s got my everything, even my heart,
He doesn`t leaves me to sleep in the dark.

He keeps me wide awake, torturing me,
The suffering I`m passing through is too much,
Can`t take it, feels like I`m drowning in the sea..
He`s not here with me to kiss, to hold and touch!