I'm now concerned of the rate of failure I'm currently accumulating as my days grow shorter.
Let this be a reminder. That, for every time you decide, plan, or think of anything, there is not left for you to stay behind looking at the bottom of the hourglass.
I have failed you, and know that i'm deeply sorry. But for the sake of continuity and of our shared love of the future, do not blame me, any other person or anyone- anything you see behind.