You can never quit

Fall and you will carry
your weight twice as before.
spread and you'll be punished
for taking them of track.
Pay and you will lose
your self-acceptance where you stand.
Show and they will take
your freedom straight away.

It's a dangerous game we play,
with our lifes at risk at all times.
With our loved ones standing by,
watching us fall down once more.

"I can stop it,"
you say.
"It's nothing,"
you say.
"just a habit,"
you say.
"stop your wining,"
you say.

We dont realize today
how it stands in our way.
How this game that we play
makes us beg him and pray.
But if i were to say
"this zone is too grey,"
would you stay,
as i walked away?

Because trust me,
I would.
I dont want my life gone,
or to walk around knowing
I have done something wrong.