The Thing About It Is.....

The thing about it is I really wanna be mad

But I just cannot bring myself to lash out at you

The thing about it is I fucking hate that I'm sad

This shit happens every time I think I've found something true

And the thing about it is I never seem to learn

That earnestness and honesty doesn't guarantee returns

And the thing about it is I don't know any other way

Other than letting you know the person that I am today



Maybe one day I'll finally see the light

Until then, I'll play your game deaf, dumb, mute, and blind

Will someone please tell me this all gets easier

Is there something I'm missing? Please let yourself be heard

What am I fucking missing? Please let yourself be heard



The thing about it is I really thought something was there

But I guess I was corrected by your sudden unconcern

The thing about it is all of this just doesn't seem fair

Am I really undeserving of the things for which I yearn?

And the thing about it is I thought you wanted me

How great were my transgressions that they convinced you to flee?

Because the thing about it is I don't know any other way

Other than letting you know the person that I am today



Maybe one day I'll finally see the light

Until then, I'll play your game deaf, dumb, mute, and blind

Will someone please tell me this all gets easier

Is there something I'm missing? Please let yourself be heard

What am I fucking missing? Please let yourself be heard



The thing about it is I really wanna be mad

The thing about it is I fucking hate that I'm sad

The thing about it is I just never seem to learn

Am I really undeserving of the things for which I yearn?



Maybe one day I'll finally see the light

Until then, I'll play your game deaf, dumb, mute, and blind

Will someone please tell me this all gets easier

Is there something I'm missing? Please let yourself be heard

What am I fucking missing? Please let yourself be heard

Please just tell me what I'm missing. Please let yourself be heard