I'm in love for the first time.

I ask myself what is it to have a boyfriend. I'm not jealous of my friends who have boyfriends and girlfriends. I'm not ashamed that up until now I am still ' single ' from puberty. I did not experienced having a boyfriend ever since. One day, my friends and i were at the mall looking for gifts for there boyfriends. I wonder how they spend too much money for there boyfriends, maybe i just dont understand or even relate with it because I have none. So i was tagged along. " Hey Jessica, I wonder why you haven't say yes to J.R ? He's a nice guy. " oh, geez, thanks for my friend Mel for remembering that. Yeah, someone court me, he's one of the guy in the circle of our friends. " And whats the idea why you bring that up ? " I said half annoyingly. Why would they going to push me on that guy when I don't feel anything for him ? " You know what Jess, you have to get yourself a boyfriend for you to understand us. I want you to say yes tonigt with him, okay. I'll assure you that it would be fun. So that we 3 have boyfriends together." What a reason of having a boyfiend Ivy my friend. Its easy for you to say because you can get any boys you wanted with your looks. Ivy and Mel were beautiful girls and very famous with there beauties on our place. Whatever they say, I won't budge on it.

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It was a beautiful evening. I'm on our veranda, when i heard a strum of a guitar and a familiar voice singing. I saw him, in a black shirt and skinny pants that suit with him. I wish that he's singing for me. I don't want to have a boyfriend but him eventhough he's new face on this place. I stare at him for I dont know how many seconds or mins., without closing my eyelids until a dust enters my eyes. " Ouch ! " I uttered loudly. And when I try to open my eyes, I saw a smirk from the guy infront of our veranda. I forgot that my eyes were hurt because I was mesmerized by him. Its the first time that I saw him smiling. Dont stare at me to much, you might melt me. Crap! Did I heared it right ? Is he actually talking to me. I unconsciously drop my jaw, and before I knew it he's infront of me holding my jaw and closing it. " There's a lot of flies, they might hink your mouth to be there home." he smirk at me again. " Oh! I - I - I am so sorry. wait .. h-how come you get here - um - easily ? " I was stuttered. " You're so funny. How come you won't notice your stunned with me. HAHAHAHAHA . I think i will like you too. " say what ? Did I hear it right ?

" What the fudge ? Did you say .. too ? Do you think ? I likeyou too. ? " i said annoyingly. " We'll thats what i see in your eyes. And the way you stare at me? Dont worry, the feelings mutual." He said. I can't believe it. I was about to respond when someone calls me at the backyard. " JESSYCA !!!! " If I got it correctly that would be my friend Ivy. " Oh ! Hi Love.! " I was puzzled, she said Love but not exactly to me but to the person behind me. " What are you doing here ? ". " Oh, just taking with her. I dont know you had pretty friend out here." he said that makes me blushed. " Well. yeah .. uhm .. by the way her name is Jessyca. " she introduce me to him. " By the way Jess ? This is Michael, Mike for short our new neighbor. And oh ! He's my boyfriends cousin. " she said. " Oh . I see .. thats why he's new to me. Hi there . Sorry for starring at you a while ago. " I said while blushing. " Oh! Its alright. I suit on that. But I love how you stare at me than any other girls because yours are different." "Wow. This is the first time I heared that you stare for someone. Oh my God! I think I gonna call Mel for this, this is a good news! " she was hyper today. Whats with starring at someone to be like need to celebrate ? We'll actually .. I dont care about anything .. even any boys of this town until today. Oh, crap ! " No, no, no. You got it all wong .. " " oooppsss ! Dont explain it to me. I know that we want you t have a boyfriend together with us, and we push J.R to you, ut right now we wont push you anymore because you found the perfect guy for you. GEEZZ !! Hi there Mel, come over here at Jessica's pub .. Lets celebrate .. she has ... blah blah blah .. " I dont want to hear her anymore. " Ehem ! " I started " I am so sorry about her .. uhm - " "Its alright , you dont have to worry about that. I get used to that .. mm, nice meeting you by the way Jessyca. " " Nice meting you as well. " We handed each others hand and a strange spark I felt. This is not the first time I shake hands with boys cuz I had a lot of Boy Friends, a friend but they were just boys, and while I'm having my hand on he's he did not let it go until Mel saw it and scream like hell. " ahhhhhhhhh .. Lets celebrate, my treat ! " And that were I see myself in a food chain in a name MCDONALD. And teasing for both of us follows, you already know that.


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Mikes house and mine were just near with each other and coincidentally our rooms window are just infront with each other so we make messages and face it on each windows. We talk very often, its either he or me are going to go on each houses. He's so talented. I get to know him better and we become so very close. He's good in the kitchen, and me who dont know how to cook got interested in cooking. Everything he likes, I even like it even if I dont before. I dont know whats on this guy that I can't resist but I just let my feelings flows by itself.

It was 6 years since we become bestfriends, and during those days, I kept myself controlled. I dont know what feel for him but I dont want to ruin our friendship because we promised to each other that we wont fall with each other. But before the countdown .. he tells me something that I will never ever hesitate to answer. " Uhm, Jess .. " He started. " yes ? " i respond.

Countdown 10 --->>>

" From he first day I saw you .. I cant take my eyes of you. " He said.

9 ---->>>

" Everyday I want you more and more. "

8 --->>>

" I dont want to lose you in my life. "

7 --->>

" And I just want to get this chance to tell you ... "

6 --->>>

" uhm .. I've been holding this for so long and I cant take it anymore "

5 --->>>

" I know we promised to each other but .. I'm sorry if I -- I -- "

4 --->>>

" Uhuh ? " I uttered finally ..

3 --->>>

" That I love you ! " He stared at me and I can see the sincerety in hes eyes.

2 --->>>

I tell to myself that once he said that word I'm not going to hesitate to say ..

1 --->>>

" I love you too. "


HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!

Mike was hugged me and I hugged him back. " I'm afraid that you might reject me, but thank God , this is the perfect new year. I love you Jessica. " " And I love you also Mike. "



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