I wonder

I wonder if those talks we've done
Rings a bell in your heart
So loud you can't hear the beat of your pulse
So loud it could break your heart's eardrum.

I wonder if you receive messages
From my eyes as it reach you
If you did, was it easy to decode?
The feelings that are hidden behind?

I wonder if you hear even though you're afar
The songs I sing that remind me of you
Every beat of the drum, every little hum
Did it ever reach the inner most part of your heart?

I wonder if any of these matters to you
Just like how it never lets me sleep
Every little thing that makes me remember
Until now, I ask, did they matter?
I wonder.