I wish I could told you

10th GRADE
As I sat ther in english class I stared at the girl next to me She was my best friend I stared at her long brown hair and wished she was mine but she didn't noticed me.
after class she came asking about the note she missed when I gave it to her she said thanks and kissed me on the cheek .I wanted to tell her I wanted her to be mine but I was too shy and I don't know why
11th GRADE
the phone rang on the end it was her she was in tears . mumbling on
her love had broke her heart she asked me to come becuase she didn't want to be alone so I did as I sat next to her on her bed I stared at her pretty eyes wishing she was mine
after we watched a romance movie caled worm bodies I desided to go home she looked at me and said thanks becuase of you I don't know how I was going to passe it so thank you and kissed me on the cheek
I wanted to tell her but I couldn't I wanted her to be mine but I was to shy I don't know why
GRADUATION
a day passed then a week then a month befor I could blink it was graduation day I watched her perfect body floate like an angel up to the stage to get her diploma I wanted her to be mine but she never notised me not a ones and I knew it befor every one get home she came to me she huged me she lift her head up my shoulder and saide your my best friend thanks and kissed me on the cheek. In the prome she came to me and said I don't have a date do you I said no then I remeber that we promised our self that if we were with out a date we will go together as friends I went to her house she was so bueatiful like an angel i staired at her crystal eyes she smiled and said let's go it was my best day at the end she kissed me on the cheek as always and
I coulden't tell her
I wanted to tell her but i coulden't just like that I was to shy I almost lost hope
MARRIAGE
now I sit in the pews of the church that girl is getting married now and drive off to her new life
married to another man I wanted her to be mine but now it is to late
she came to me and said you came and huged me for the last time she smiled and said I will miss u so much I will miss the days how you came to me and cheer me up how we watched every movie we talked about everything when I'm with you I feel free I will never forget you will always be in my heart if I wasn't married I would give a kiss on your cheek as always I smiled and said good bye here she is living with new life happy and here I am staring at her living I wanted to cry that day but it was to late
DEATH
here she is in the hospital she was very sick with a dangrous desise she asked to come when I went to her room she told me that ther is a book in her house a diary she asked me to read the high school chapter when I went to her house I found the book I found her writing I always stair at him but he never noticed me I wanted to tell him but I was shy I wanted him to be mine but I never asked him I was too shy my love Danny
I was choked I rached to tell her that I steel love her until my phone rang her hasbend called me and said that she is dead he told me that the last word she said was you danny I felt so weak that moment I went to her and here she is in her tomb my best friend the women that I loved now she is resting in pease