Girl...Lost? (part 5)

“Find your true dream”, words that kept ringing inside of the blonde´s head. But that wasn’t an easy task “How to find something so important, being trapped on that weird place?” Colorful butterflies surrounded her, reminding Alice of her childhood days, where everything was simpler.
Yes, it was very silly to start thinking about childhood days, being stranded on an strange place, but those butterflies brought back some good memories. Once upon a time, she had no need of faking her true self in order to fit in. The only thing that really mattered back then, was to enjoy life to the fullest.
But now, she was nothing but a working machine. The only thing the blonde had on her mind was work harder every day, to be able to become one of the best accountants ever.
Alice thought that doing such a thing would make feel just as happy as she was in those childhood days, but she was strangely sad. There was nobody waiting for her to come back home. Even her mother, the only person in the world who cared about her, was surely angry at her , especially after that bitter fight.
For a moment, Alice wished to be truly dead.