Friend Of Mine

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“I know you for so long you were a friend of mine.”

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We we’re friends. Not just friends but bestfriends. It was so fast which I couldn’t remember when did our friendship starts. We started as best enemies but as days passes by, slowly we became best of friends.

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“But babe is this all we ever could be.

You tell me things I never know.

You show me love you’ve never show.”

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As we got closer day by day, my heart begins to beat it’s unusual beat. You became part of me. Part of me which I couldn’t let go of. My feelings for you developed and became intense. And now I admit I really love you not as friends but more than that. So I’m wondering, is this all we ever could be? I mean, just friends? I know you don’t feel the same way.

You always talked about your girl. How much you love and treasure her. You know what? Everytime you talked about her, my heart is slowly shattering into small pieces. I wish I was her. The woman you love dearly.

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“But then again when you cry, I’m always at your side.

You tell me ‘bout the love you had and I listen very eagerly.

But deep inside you’ll never see, this feeling of emptiness that’s makes me feel sad.”

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Like now, you’re crying while telling me everything about your breakup with her. It hurts me alot while watching you crying and hearing your disappointments from her.

How could she hurt you? She should love you the way I do! Why not me? Why can’t you just love me back? So that you won’t be hurting like this. It’s sad to see you devastated because of that girl. If you’re feeling broken, I am more broken.

I want to tell you everything. I want you to know that I love you! That I am the one for you. But, who am I? I am just a girl whom you consider “just a friend” not beyond that.

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“But then again, I’m glad.”

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Eventhough it’s hard for me, i’ll just stay supportive and be always here to comfort you. I can be your shoulder to cry on. Your diary where you can express you sentiments and lastly your friend whom you can laugh and have fun with.

But especially, I want to be your girl whom you could exchange sweet words and gestures. Lastly, I want to be your girl whom will love you no matter what it takes and would not get tired of saying “I Love You” to you.

Right now, you’re just a friend of mine. But someday, I wish you could be mine.

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Any similarities to existing persons (living or dead), places, icons or institutions are purely coincidental or were used in the pursuit of creative excellence.