Different Skies

Every time we cross our ways,
I stare blankly at an empty space.
I never had the guts to look at you right through the eye,
All those chances just came flying by!

"Time is gold!"
Yet my feelings for you remain untold.
When would I ever have the courage
To show you all my feelings that I put into a storage?

I wonder, "did you ever feel the same?"
Or was I just thinking like an insane?
"Did you ever wanted to be with me?"
Or is it just me wishing it would be?

I wonder, "if there's no him and her,"
"Did we ever had the chance to be together?"
Or, "were your questions for real?"
Yet I chose her without thinking what would you feel.

I wonder hot it feels to touch your hand,
Would it ever be like holding unto a magic wand?
"What does kissing your lips tastes like?"
Would it give me the feeling of hitting a strike?

I wonder, "would it be heaven with you?"
Or just another passion in ecstasy since it's new?
I wonder, "what was the reason you left me behind?"
You left me reaching for you like a blind.