DEEP INSIDE #5

The way he felt when he always held her was incredible. He knew she was the woman of his dreams, that woman he always dreamt about. The way she moved, her graceful body and the way her breasts swelled always left him hot and shaking with need. Now he could feel her breasts on his chest, so hard and firm. Feeling her heartbeat pounding rapidly, he wished the moment would last forever. He moved his hands, feeling her soft creamy and yielding flesh. He was dying to kiss her soft, inviting crunchy and juicy lips. He looked at them admiring their fullness and their rose pink colour, her cheeks which had turned red but still full of life and brightness. He couldn’t wait anymore.
“Cheyenne?” Palma called her.
“You wanna go?” Chey asked.
“No...” he made Chey to face him. “Can I kiss you?”
“Wh-at?” Chey couldn’t believe her ears.
“I may be crazy but can you allow me to do so. Just this time Cheyenne.” Cheyenne knew he was luring her and yet she couldn’t even believe it. She was now out of words, out of breath too. How could he just ask her so simply like that. Do I look cheap? Or? Cheyenne couldn’t find the right answer to her question.
“I don’t get you Palma. Do I look cheap?” she pulled herself out of his hands. She was confused and the main problem was she had never fallen in love before and this was beginning to shock, confuse her and maybe look vulnerable and fragile in front of every guy she had come across with.
“That’s not what I said Cheyenne.”
“So what do you think you...” she was mad and Palma regretted what he had asked her of.
“Chey,” he took hold of her hand. “Don’t be mad at me please. The truth is I like you and I have developed feeling s for you a long time ago. I just... I just like you to be my girlfriend.” Cheyenne couldn’t believe it. She had longed to hear this words come out from his gorgeous mouth. Something told her that she had not heard those words she really wanted to hear. Those three words, that 1-4-3. Her heart pumped even faster and wilder than usual. She thanked God inside her heart. At least he had said the, ‘I like you’ part and was telling her that he wanted her to be his girlfriend. Blinded by the love she already had for him she couldn’t blink another eye and she had no time to think about it. To her, he meant that he loved her with those words and she couldn’t hesitate. Why not kiss him? She asked herself.
“What do you think of what I said Cheyenne?” Palma asked.
“Yes, I want to be your girlfriend...” she said smiling at him. Without hesitation she kissed him for the first time and maybe the last too. Only God knew. Palma looked confused at first but he ended up responding to the kiss and taking the lead himself. They kissed for a long time showing their affection for each other and the hidden crazy love inside their hearts. Finally, Cheyenne broke the kiss reluctantly and their eyes locked. In both their eyes’ depth, there was that love, that deep feeling towards each other and they knew their hearts were destined to love as soul mates but was their love going to be fulfilled. Only God knew.
***
She had enjoyed the ride but she knew it was not the right thing for her. The words kept ringing in her mind. She was not thinking right, she thought. The act just happened in a short brief and unexpected moment. What was she going to do if she gets pregnant? What was she going to do if she was going to discover herself with sexually transmitted diseases and The HIV virus. Thoughts cracked her mind and she felt like her head was going to burst. Her head felt heavy and her mind became numb. Surely, she had lost her morals, deceiving the woman who had cared for her, who gave her life so that she could lead her own destiny. The demons and the evil spirits had made her to do the wicked sin. Now, she knew she wasn’t capable of resisting temptation. She had lost her virginity, which was her most precious thing, her dignity. Her body suddenly became cold with fear and regret. She started shivering and she wasn’t aware that she had startled Jake who had been in a deep sleep after enjoying himself to the fullest.
“Kat you are shivering. What’s wrong with you? It’s really hot here.” Jake said and Kat did not reply him. She continued starring at a window, which looked to the outside villa. Jake shook her but she did not respond.
“Kat, my darling what’s wrong?” Jake asked, his voice full of fake concern.
“Don’t call me darling, you rogue. You used me... you used me and now I have lost my everything. What if I’m going to get pregnant? Are you going to take care of the child?” Kat asked her lips trembling with fury. She shamefully broke into tears. She had promised herself no to cry but it wasn’t helping.
“Okay, Kat. Please stop talking like that. You know that I love you...”
“Stop lying,” Kat interrupted. “You don’t love me. You used me. You seduced me with your wicked ways. God...!”
“Don’t worry darling...”
Jake touched her but she removed his hand with great force mixed with fury. She couldn’t stand the look of him anymore. She had to go. She had to get away from the devil pictured in front of her.
“Let me go and don’t touch or try to follow me.”
“I don’t know what you want Katessia. I’m trying to give you my love but you are rejecting me. Anyway, just do what you feel like doing!”
Kat couldn’t say anything but all she could do was to give him a bloodshot eye full of hatred and vengeance. She walked across naked. Let him ogle my body, I don’t care! He had already done the worst to her. She took her clothes and dressed. She could feel him smiling to himself for his wicked victory and the thought made her to hate herself for being used. She hated herself for failing to think before indulging in the act. Just because, she was seduced and much weaker than him she hated herself for it. As she opened the door to leave, Jake called out to her.
“Good day Kat and thanks. I enjoyed very much.”
Kat banged the door, her eyes flooded with hot tears. It was her fault, she knew. Why in the first place had she decided to go to the hotel room with Jake? The love of money and fantasy had changed her mind and thoughts and finally had changed her life, leading it into hell.
***
He always felt like a man after performing an act like what he had done with Katessia. He laughed his lungs out when Kat left. She was a stupid young woman, he thought. He had seduced her and she had yielded because she was a weak and inexperienced young woman. Jake knew he was stronger than most of the women he slept with because he could easily seduce them like what he did to poor Kat. He had tasted what he wanted and he was done with her. She was foolish in the first thinking that he might fall in love with her but he had a lot to savour his delights. She was totally mistaken for not resisting his seduction and was too much in love with my money in the first place, he thought. He had done it and he was proud of being a man of the men. Now, the only thing he could do was to sit down and think what he was going to do about his next target who was his niece, Cheyenne.

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