That was my first memory of her,
A foreigner in my world,
Hearing that voice at a closer range was my goal.
Feeling that velvet skin was my dream,
Yet greeting her was my greatest achievement,
Foolish enough was I,
To believe that I can do without her
For I was a gutless creature,
Suffering from the bondage of cowardness
Pretending as if everything is normal
That's all she says
Take it or leave it
For you can't have it.