To live in a world where redemption is impossible is to live in hell.I have been writing since i was kid.I have hatred on my childhood that made me who i am today.I am in love with creative writing.Writing and making stories about the unhappiness in the world,death,suicide and all the sad realities.I love sketching and drawing and everything about arts as how i understand the craft.I love music as well including the black/death metal genre and its sub-genres and all the rock scene.I play the acoustic guitar and compose songs still about the sad realities in the world.My true friends are my guitar named Bigboy,my sketchpad,and my dogs.I am skeptic about lots of things even the existence of God and i do not believe in the saying ''Everything happens for a reason''.But the most important thing,i am a woman who functions as a concrete human.