What is writting for me

When I get bored ? I'll just write and write things. It doesn't matter what or where is the topic were all about. I can say that by writting, I could express the things I couldn't express in words. I'm really bad in explaining to do, and explaining seems so much of a head ache for me. I wonder everytime I write, what should be the great focus of the topic.

I swear, that everytime I write every single words, its like a lift inside of me. The thorns that was stocked for decades in my heart were slowly pulled off. I more completely understand the needs of myself, and seeing that myself needs an attention from me and not from anybody else. I don't know if this is a right thinking but isn't it right that everything must start within ourselves ?

Throught writting I can do impossible things that a human imagination could think. Through wriiting, you can be as young as you would like. I'm not that old, I'm in my young adulthood but still I'm getting there. Through writting I can be whoever I am and be wherever I want.