The soul

Do you believe in ghost ? Or it is just an imagination? Have you seen a real ghost before? when I am at the age of 4 , I saw them. Not only one but hundreds of them. That day my parents bring me and my brother for a walk . My mom bring my brother to the toilet , while my father and I wait outside. I walk away to look at the doll statue.

I heard someone , not someone but a lot.... They were screaming , shouting .... `Fight till the day of our death' with a deep voice but loud from far. Then I saw a lot of soldiers pass by but I notice they don't have shadow , the whole body wearing the soldier cloth with shorts using a bicycle. The whole body is with blood and skeleton . They are transparent, they rush through fast while shouting ......one of it is looking at me ... I was so afraid that I shouted and faint. My dad rush to see me..

After we go home, I started to have trauma . when my brother is cycling , I shouted at him and push him down. I took the bicycle and lock it inside a room. I become a bit crazy , I always hide by the side of the wall, and I don't want to tie my hair , my hair is so messy it cover my eyes. I don't want to see it again. My mom have to pull me out and make me say out what's wrong. In shiver and tremble, I told my mom about the soldier. She was shock and told this to my grandfather.

My grandfather and my parent go to the place where I saw those soldiers. They burn money paper and shout for my name. Human is said to have three soul, if one of the soul is gone then the person will be not in a good mental. My grandfather say that when I shouted and faint . one of my soul has gone , he have to call back my soul.

Not long after that , I am back to normal but I can't remember anything about it. This story was told by my mom to me . It does exist but different of them have different appearance. Some is beautiful , some is bloody and missing body part.

When I am at the age of 3 , I am playing alone in a room. My mom heard a sound of mine saying

~ ` go away I want to pass through'

My mom look through the door side . I am playing alone with my mini car, but I talk alone. When my play times over, I went to see TV . my mom ask me ,

~ `who are you talking to ,just now?

~ an old man , he always smile ,

~old man?

~ he is wearing a white shirt , don't mama see it?

My mom thought , I was having an imagination friend. When my mom told my grandfather, he told my mom it is the guardian of the house. Only little kids can see them. My grandfather believe in all kind , he believe ghost and monster. When I was young , I saw them but as I grow older I don't saw any of it now .

Maybe they are around me now , but I can't see them. They said a child's heart is pure so they can see them . maybe when they say having a imagination friend , it is the soul they are talking about . they are everywhere , the soul of the dead. The soldiers died for their country and their soul has not given up. They want to fight even after they died .