Arsona was so depressed after her parents death , she developed mean thoughts and ideas day by day and was becoming more annoying she had to now go for work like a dog in the streets of London because she was just 16 and not yet completed her schooling and 3/4 of her hardowork goes to her sisters , to grow them up , their school fees and other expenditures , Catherina could not go to work because she was just 12 and Marlien was 8 . she missed her past life with her parents , her life was like a princess she got whatever she asked beautiful gowns, cozy white beds , most expensive acsserios , her parents were very rich . But she working in the shops and streets was a insult to her . once going in a car and later walking in street was a shameful thing for her . So she devloped a dirty idea she thought to sent her sisters out of the house because she was the eldest she could do it .
She also dreamt that after 4 years she is 20 years old and get away married to a rich boy because she was very beautiful, such weird ideas came in her. she became a idealist . But poor Catherina and Marlien fully depended on her .
But something stopped her she never felt like cheating her sisters .
So she appointed for a job asa baker in London .as it did not involve any dirty works .Arsona stopped he5r schooling and went to work .
Her dreams were in bins . yet she was sad and usally wept for her life in such bad condition .