One Great Love

It is when your heart finally recognize the kind of love existed. The love you never thought would be real. And you knew then that you will never love the same way again, only him. Only him.

Choosing the person you want to share the rest of your life with is one of the most important decision anyone makes. Because when its wrong, it turns your life to grave. I remember that lines from one of the movies I watched. I knew it then. So I always tell myself to follow what my heart wants. It may not end as what I expected but I know its going to be worth it. And when I find that one person that I know I would love no matter were he is, whatever he does or whoever he’s with, I’ll hold on to it. And I will never take it for granted. And I will love him, no matter how hard and twisted it gets. Because I know, when I meet that special person, everything will change. And it did…

Coz I, have fallen inlove so pure and of all honesty. And that changes everything.

Ours was not the kind of story everybody wanted. It was never a fairytale. He wasn’t a knight and I was never a damsel in distress. He isn’t the kind of man who would knock you off your feet. He is just a man, a man I fell honestly inlove with. And I know, at that very moment he has my heart. But just like any other love story, it wasn’t easy. It is never easy. We live in two different worlds, across so many oceans in a different time. His night is my day. His culture is way different from where I grew up. But that didn’t stop me from loving him. With my eyes close…I fell. Deeply. And I can’t turn my back. I’m drown to where most men fell. Love.

For a woman who was cheated many times and has trust issues, it is very hard to love across distance. But love with a promise of hope and happiness, I fought so hard. And I will keep fighting. I honestly don’t know how to make this work. But I know that I want to. I am fully aware that love requires sacrifices yet I am also aware that its going to be worth it. He is a bit lost in life. But I love him, I love him too much to watch him get hurt. I want to keep him safe. And love him like never before and take all his fears and pains away. And I know, that when we have our first kiss…it will promise everything.