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All of sudden I was lost and flying in the air, disconnected to the existing world and with a blink of eye, my ears alerted to the clamour (a loud sound made by lot of people) and flashing lights, sitting on long wooden chair and had one strong hit of cocaine n felt like am moving like away from the objects and blood gushing from head to toe like all my locked energy gates opened n fallen to the floor, which was a daily routine of mine from the past 5 years.

I am 25 working as architect in Wuhan, till that day before saying good bye to Wuhan , my daily routine was same mixture of work and cocaine .....

I was transferred to Tijuana, where I headed to design an official contract of huge and confidential project in a small town, where I was received by Chekov ( who was very small in length n half of my length), I was shocked by seeing him and a very suddenly experienced an attack of migrainous headache associated with eye redness and flashes of lights......

I woke up in my room the next day, I was in badly hunger state and ordered breakfast..very soon i recognized that my lovely eye glasses were lost somewhere and in the meantime my food was brought by a guy named lee, who was also very small in length n size as chekov, but I ignored and concentrated on the dish brought by him...The dish was also very small and little, but satisfied my hunger.

After long stay in my hotel, I came out and took taxi to reach city for my project work and got shocked by seeing the people, cars, shops, restaurants and buildings as i pass by are very small and very far from vision, like they are all designed in the way on cartboard like a demo world ....

Again I had an attack of very bad migrainous headache and unconsciousness, soon I was admitted in nearby hospital by Chekov..

As there my doctor named Chung, who cleared all my doubts which i was going through these days, relating to my visual perception and he told that am suffering from visual hallucinations and perception type called MICROPSIA......

Micropsia is an abnormal visual condition, usually occurring in the context of visual hallucination, in which affected persons see objects as being smaller than those objects actually are.......This condition is experienced in an attempt to defend from conflicts as patient visualizes people and other objects as small, the way to control others in response to their insecurities and feelings of weakness....

I was placed of total two months under rehab with the treatment of dietary high dose antioxidants and zinc....

Today is my day January 24 2015 ....am back .. Good bye to drugs .......