Love Story

“You are not mine. I am not your because you have bitten my golden friendship with you. We were happy, but you have broken my deep belief. My marriage is fixed with another person. You are telling, I have to think about you as my lover,” said Diana tearing the love letter given by Hans, like a heartless woman. Mr. Hans Leyland the boss of Diana, who was thirty years old, fell in love with Diana ,a seven teen years old girl who believed her boss as a great friend.

‘Do you know who will be your life partner? Is he young, nice man,” giving a smile, said the boss though his heart was broken into pieces on the account of that, his love was going to lose. With smiling face but tearful eyes he screamed and congratulated the maiden, Diana who didn't want to see her boss as her lover because he was quite old aged. Difference between them, was about thirteen years .Not only that, boss’s love to her was just only unnecessary to her. Like careless woman to a man, ignoring the pain of a person who was her boss she encouraged herself to go. From the office .The boss, without her, felt tormenting pain that pierced his heart like an arrow , so it instigated the boss to follow her.

Although Diana rejected love proposal by boss, why she did not know the image of boss was always with her. She was overwhelmed with her beautiful boss who possessed muscled body, who was handsome looking and she called for that he is agreeable to her. Crossing office she reached the garden office and turning her face she could find, her boss was standing there but being surprised, rolling her mouth with her state of confusion she fell on the arm of boss. The boss picked roses for her. She led out her hands to take for them ,.as if she were taking the heart of boss. Unknowingly she delivered her first love oration to the boss who had prepared many arrangement to express his love to his beloved who cruel fully rejected his love at morning.
“Can I give you lift on my car,” boss with sparkled told with glad voice. She screamed him and thanked the boss and rode on the car and sat beside the boss with whom carelessly her arm was attached and that opposed to feel the boss a great pleasures , as if, he got a heavenly bliss. Boss was so looking good, sweet behaving person. Most agreeable character of the boss was that he was the man of honesty. Though he was weak at girl of seventeen years old, Diana , he, forcefully, did n’t touch Diana any time.Suddenly,with a big sound tyre was punctured and he was opposed to stop car, but that drew to Diana , a cause for disgust because all people who were busy in doing their work ,gathered and started to see them with their indifferent notice. Many of them were laughing at them and said, “O, They are perfect match.”
Diana ignored the talking of the people who stood there, taking joys of morning for such relation where two persons were bound intentionally. Two persons, in their state of looking at each other, were crossing the frontier not getting hope to do other thing except that. They through their gentle walk, through disgust looking of people, through the mocks and praise words of some of them came on a little bridge where they came to walk amidst the trees that grew ripen fruits red in colour including black and yellow which were grown into rotten.

Diana was in habit of talking constantly. Mr Leyland, known as the boss of Diana admired to listen her talk interestingly. It was because that he loved her from his heart although he was rejected most of the time. He did not stop his heart to vibrate with love with the name of her. Like a linnet music the voice of Diana from her shrill throat held the boss in spellbound and long neck of Diana like small tail of hare, left for him a motionless impression .

Crossing the bridge they faced long a scwaling narrow path through mountain that if they crossed , they entered into the another state .This path was not broad but narrow. Some sandy shallows and hard tough cliffs ,still, stood to create a problem to walk. Some moving steeps raising their head towards the sky came in front of travelers as obstacles. The way was built over the mountain and this way scarred the pine woods with devastating river which bringing white stones made the way more complex but more complexities came when travelers shamelessly threw their plastic that were rejected from them after their use, but eastern slope possessed tranquil hollows and flowers –clad and many tremendous dense forests. But instead of feeling bad she laughed looking at the boss.
“Sir, a very romantic is it. Is not it? Here your love story can be filled up, “said she after long wander through the hill

The sun shone brightly on the sky yet the weather was cold and a charming. But full blown shines of smile from her made her pretty , her fleecy long brown hair spread around neck to the back caused charming to the boss .When they crossed the road a mountain with snow came towards them and the bitter bites of the wind stroke her delightful limb but in the opposition she had not only any petticoat and chill mountain wild demonic wind stung not for one time but she was stung more than that. Her beautiful soft limbs were started to tremble, her beautiful face was dried up in this intolerable cold, her hands were froze in such frosty weather, beautiful hair had lost its shake. It started to fly and fell on her face. Boss, not keeping control on himself , went to the her and he shifted her hair from the face and covered her body with his petticoat. Like loving couple they crossed the hilly region where many monks dressed in saffron clothes sat to sing sonorously. Turban that made them distinct race, the wore on their head. Their sack loaded with alms proved their act of begging in the day. They were sitting at the corner of the western side of the mountain from where a grey sun was seen.
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Suddenly being absent minded they entered into the cave from where a point of spark was impossible to see. An impenetrable dark oozed out from every corner. In spite of bright spark in their eyes they were unable to see anything; they started to walk like blind. Amidst those impenetrable dark Diana cried out,” We have reached into the heart of the dark world. It is the great silent world from where human are able to come in the world of light, the world of living being,” amid the impenetrable dark turning to the boss with a quick wave of arms , she said and again said “ Shine of light is extinguished here.” Now throwing herself on the arms of the boss she started crying, that penetrated the air, penetrated the icy mountain, penetrated the water of devastator river.” Please light the fire, please sir.”

It was intolerable to boss. Quickly he, by his lit of cigar which was caused to be kept in his pocket to complete his addiction , lighted fire on the some collected wood. A faint light slowly and silently went and made the cave faintly lighted. A glad around Diana, came in that moment. The love of boss which was coolened previous on the rejection, returned to him as the bless of God, glimpse of heavenly bliss. They sat around the fire. Chillness of the day with touch of fire, was , now, over. Diana dressed in long frock made from silk in delightful pink, brightened the quiver of impression in the heart of the boss. She loosened her clinging the arm of the boss who felt happy from her warmth and lighted charm. But when she tied her loosened hair shifting herself from the arm of the boss , boss felt, as if, all his light and warmth were taken from him.
“Thank you Sir for your kind care for me. But you don’t think, I love you. We are mismatched. Your way is different, my is.....”
The boss felt hard shock in his mind but his heart was strong enough to stand still against those storm of the shock but his spirits like a flower which although gets many hurts from the storms , from extreme sun heat , hurts from hail, tries to stand still . It was quite natural to him that after receiving a hot tear, a tear for gloom he could mop up from his two eyes.

Diana , angrily turning her face from the boss like a hissing snake sat on the floor of cave loaded with anger or with grieved heart where pain of refusal by her was hurting her too much. Sitting on the anguish and anger in heart she started to feel that she was one guilty. Outside the howling of the wind was heard although the sun of autumn did stop the winter to come. Every howling drew the pictures of gloomy scene for Diana as well as boss. Every howling indicated the every moment of separation from each other. In final consideration every howling brought them near to each other . Amidst those impenetrable howling she felt weak for the boss. But near the circle of fire by wooden logs she suddenly noticed a snake was coming towards her. Got fright more shouted , “Help! Help!” and got collision with fearfull walls of stony cave and fell down on the floor of dim lighted cave. Her head received little of injury, her sense became lost, her eyes were closed. Boss came near to her. Taking her head on his hand and cleaned the injury with water and traditional antiseptic. He put sprinkling water on her rosy face and three minute massaged her head. Keeping head on the wooden log he knelt down on the floor and leaning himself like broken lyre, he , for, ten minutes , prayed to the God . His power of praying to the God strengthened his mind. Later few minutes Diana returned back her sense, as if, the power of his praying to the god brought her ensue. When she opened her eyes, she could find boss, was speaking nothing, only giving a gazed at her rosy face sat beside her. She felt shame, felt sympathy for the boss. She came towards the boss and taking his hand thanked him more than one time. She did not love him. Her delightful limbs were not attracted to cling the limbs of the boss who felt evening sleep . The howling of the wind was stopped. The tremble of their mind came to an end.
“ Sir, when I was not in my sense, did you touch me and my limbs,” strangled with pain and pleasures, tremble with anguish, and anger, shaken by feeling of guilt she said to the boss. The questioned boss was stricken another shock which was unexpected from the girl whom he loves She threw her dirty thoughts on him, “Cruel hearted, absolutely hearted you are .I love you only not your limbs, not any part of your body. I love your soul. How many times you kill me,” said boss not being grown with pleasures.
She turned her pale face with her stumbling body , spinning head, with a complain against herself , not complain agonist her luck, not against the boss . A flash of hot tears came from the corner of her eyes .She leaned carrying a heavy loaded grim not understanding what would she plant in the heart of the boss . She didn’t want to understand the condition of the heart of the boss. She didn't understand what had in the heart of the boss. Little bit of, she felt disgust when she could find the boss wanted to capture her life. All delightful moments will be lost one day in the presence of the boss. She stood leaning her head in front of the boss being pleased as after fifteen minutes she would leave that sturdy cave, that strong cave which only brought for Diana a harassment and irritation , shame and feeling guilty. She started to feel thousands of relaxations where standing she was going to pass the harshness of stony four walls of cave which brought a waste of times, only unnecessary utterances of love.

The stinging of wild wind and its howling after, howling, was stopped. Clean and holy sun peeped from the half seen bosom of the mountain and its peak from the ice of windy day on that tough land, on that hard cliffy land blogged the spirits of working of the hard workers except vagabonds who laughed at them with their tendency to mock them and some monk dressed in the saffron clothes with turban sat to beg.


The sparkle of her eyes was flashed as a glad of the mind. Finally she was going to break the stony fours walls of the cave where her breathing was going to be stopped, where breathing was one punishment.
“ Really, the person whom we don’t love, it was very difficult to us to live with him,” in murmur she said looking outside where she could find light of sun that was meant for the light of her.

Through rocky path, where stones still stood against walk of people, two unwilling couple walked looking each other telling nothing. Both were painful , both were confused, were injured in their heart , both were carrying false satisfaction on the hilly road towards Buckingham the place of perfect romance. Not only romance happened between two opposite human but romance was blown through the blood and vein from its natural scenery to which ,on that moment, they were kept two km walks .Two km walks created the thousands of questions in their confused state of mind , that only left for them speechlessness .Diana was unwilling to love her boss, who according to her , was the most respected person , who did not deserve for love as her beloved but she could n’t understand why did she not shift her notice like her previous cruelty , why her heart wanted to blow with him. She murmured, “Why my heart is not my control, why my heart gives me pain. My heart is plucky devil. Marriage is, fixed with other one but my heart blows with him. Why did I imagine him? He is not mine. Why do I love him? Are we matched? We are mismatched? I am only seventeen. He is only thirty. A too much aged person who is too older than me. How I can love him, live with him, take him as a life partner? But he, perhaps, really, loves me. I should think about him.” After few minute, coming near to the station where assembled passengers were pushing each to go first keeping each behind she felt bad. The station was jostled with porters who loaded heavy burden and shouted,” Side please. Give allow us to go. People why didn't leave us a pace.”


But Diana had little inspiration because of it was that her generous loving boss was with her. Taking his hand , which gave only shelter of solace for her, she , leaving a group of saffron dressed monsters , leaving sturdy cliffs on the road, denying the pain giver steeps reached to the station instead of walking more two kilometers. On the seat of train they sat with each other on coming close to each other. Exhausted leg due to the sturdy walk, disbalanced body without eat, hungry stomach opposed her to lean her head on the right shoulder of her boss. As if , someone poured chill water on his thirsty deserted heart according to the boss. By the instigation of windy breeze her tight hair was entirely loosened and spread on her face. Combed hair was turned into clumsy. Slowly and silently, gently and sincerely Leyland shifted her hair from her face. Purchasing two cups of coffee he put on the seat. They drank it happily and left the shop

Late at the night she reached but shook her heart with pain and pleasure. Pain was detachment of that generous boss whom she devastated , whose heart was broken on her unwilling attempt. Reached at the home she was feeling good ; her mind did not get satisfaction but light of pleasures pleased her as day was very closed to her marriage with Thomas, although, whom she did not see before, an complete unknown to her. But in front of parental advice she was bent, leaned ,was unable to cut their advice.

Tom was same age of Diana. A dashing young man, he was strengthen and became sturdy with his muscled body. All impressed when they saw him. His gesture posed with pride of morning, as if. As red as coral his two lips were. He was infested with sharp wilts, but he did not talk in good manner.
When he just saw her, he liked her only for her beauty. He did not see her with her clarity of soul, her sweet charming behavior and her love for him. On that occasion he was dressed in rather black synthetic coat, fawn in colour and synthetic jeans of fine black and white check on it ,a cap with big peak and scarlet carnation in his button hole that at first sight impressed Diana. As a built man in business , as wealthy man in position, a great banker in his tradition Tom came in front of Diana. Big business left only for him by father . Simply he was a stony where love and emotion felt helpless.
The human feeling was here too crisis in his world.

At the office surrounded by the colleagues boss was sitting on his traditional chair.Scarcely sun light of the eastern corner befell in the room of boss charmingly yet the room was cold. He solved and checked all files and papers with his strength of the determined and strong mind where knowingly many pains and sorrow were hidden , were unseen , were unfelt by other. It was because that he suppressed his pain, he stayed or lived on the earth. He was suppressed heart , an unexpressed heart from where although light of hopes were remained , the result did not come as expression. He did not feel charm inside , but outside he tried to make his harmfulness. At the end of the day his closed peon had handed over a telegram that brought for him a pathetic crushing of his life, in where it was deeply regret for him. He opened it gently and saw,” Sir my marriage will be held next night”. That was hand writing of his employee who was his love. The boss patted on his fore head ; he was puzzled and speech less. His expression was unnatural . As if , the light of life was extinguished ; he had been detached from immense inspirations. His heart was seized on ; some one was taking his heart. The world was fully lighted but he looked at the darkness of the world beyond the great light of Cloudless day. He tore the letter and cleaned it from the table and threw into the dustbin.

Morning was pleasant to declare that the marriage ceremony was on Cathedral Church hall. A cloudless dazzling morning made for her morning of joy. But air blew to her as the note of detachment .Her heart was seized on , but who seized she did not understand. So disappointed she was. She did not know why tear came in the corner of her eyes. She went to the mirror. But with flash of triumph , she took a pair of ear-ring from her small bag and put into the hole of ears looking at herself through her traditional glass. She beautified her face with powder, he took some make up, and drew her eyes with black eye liner . She was looked, like a beautiful Barbie. Then dangling her ears rings in front of the mirror she wore her new fashioned pink frock hanged till over toe. She was pretty girl with her dignified fashion.


Party was at 9 p.pm. Father came with Bible , opened the door and eagerly , earnestly he took his chair with carrying a glad to unite two souls who under the setting sun and its rays of bloody red beams got union in single thread. Tom looked smilingly at the rosy face of Diana but she did not laugh with wide opened mouth; actually her laugh was suppressed under the pain for boss whom she rejected bitterly. But her heart yarned to see him at the last time before her going to Tom’s dwelling. The boss presented there bringing ring made of platinum and chaste in design , became the symbol of love. He was a bachelor of thirty, growing stout, beautiful gesture , tall figure with red and white skin , light layer of beard on his face wearing white coat and white pant. Those all impressed Diana. He had a good appearance.
Tom and Diana , carrying the pleasures of night, taking the blesses from all as well as Father exchanged their ring. In the next step standing on the premise they accepted each other as husband and wife based upon keeping promise that in life flashes of happy moment and curses of pain, in danger they will be the shelter for each other. Boundless love should be blown through vein and artery for each other.

Like unshifftened stone boss was looking at her , his noticed didn't want to fall anywhere. He was supposed to weep but at a time thousand of shock dried up his eyes tears which were fixed into eyes , not wanted to come fluently. After this day his love of heart will be uprooted unintentionally. She was made for other. Crying boss, felt the deep failure in his earthly wealth which gave him fame , fortune, money, handsome looking , knowledge of strength but did not give him love that perhaps became the way to live in his whole life. Her image was kept in the every beat of heart of boss. He was butchered under the human cruelty. He was a victim of hard hardheartedness of Diana who spoiled dreams of the Boss. Unfulfilled his love was. They became two parted . Broken hardheartedness came with silent. Sound of heart break was not heard.

Diana was warmth love of dance when she was grown as little girl . A beautiful girl, pretty girl with rosy cheeks conquered many hearts in the school competition. Today , in her special day she wanted to dance being intoxicated. Her spirits to dance with boss on whom she fell many notices that were her last notices. At last time she wanted to participate the dance with her boss. Radiant, roused , animated she came towards the boss leaving her married husband behind making herself a strong contender who dodged everything although which were most important to her.

She went to call the name whom she wanted to dance. The name was declared as name of the boss. She put motivatedly her hands on the arm of the boss that did n’t kill her conscience among the assembled invitees, that nourished her impression to increase. Charmingly with cheerful face she kept her right hand on the left arm of the boss who held back of Diana with his right hand. She kept her left hand on the shoulder of her boss whose presence was only pleasures giving . This was kept constantly happened for two hours. The dance was intoxication to her. In the arm of boss she felt that she was the happiest women in the world but she was married. She should not keep herself into another person. She was agitatedly animated and loosened the tight of the boss’s hand from her back and body. She cried out,” Why did I do ? I am a married woman. You are only my boss.” Furiously she left the place with her state of hatred in mind. She started to rebuke herself thrice. She went to talk with Tom,” O, my dear , please take me Tom in your world. This world is not suitable for me. Please blow me on that place where you want to take me.’ It was eleven at night. Sitting on on seat of car through in her sweet sleep being differently toward Tom she reached another world where people preferred a boxed up life. This world became the world of rich. She felt offended. Despair came her from the night that didn't bring to her near to husband. She waited and she waited. Then she went towards outside and rambled and earned some relaxes. Returning to the home in dawn she saw flicker of light, the hope was seen because it was dawn. Kindling a candle she lightened the dark room. She went to the bed and was sitting to wait. Sleep hovered on her.

The morning came with sonorous sound of land birds. Yesterday night was unnatural. Tom extinguished the light eagerly and went to his office where stern files were stored for the purpose of business. Till now he was engaged in his work. He did not fell his notice on his wife. She still cried. She paid attention on Tom, but it was displeasure to her, Tom paid no attention to her wife. With a great flash of anguish she went to her room and entered into the kitchen. With the delight of morning she decorated the breakfast. She cut a piece of bread and pouring the butter on the bread she made tasty breakfast for her Tom. But Tom was indifferent to her, paying avoidance to word of her. Near to the table Tom sat with his files. Diana briskly went to Tom and standing near the table stood and said
“Hi, Tom Good morning. Take your breakfast.” “
“I have eaten already,” gruffly he said.”
“ I want of money. Money is only wanted in life. I think money and money. Money should be aim of my life. My aim is to earn Money. This is only the principle which I bring up my own children. I want to tell them to learn for earning money.” Shaking his head agitatedly he went to response opening the door where perhaps, some p persons including men and women called him. Quickly he opened the door not giving importance on the talking of his wife . Like a broken wreath they gathered around him. On that world Diana remained alone. All became busy work. No one did no pay their notice on her.


In this new world she was trapped under the hard work . In the morning she had made herself in cleaning. At 9:30 she did washing and this was lasted for two hours. After that from one thirty to three o” clock she had a time for ironing. She had ironed for so long in same way. In this loveless world with meaning less day she could not bear to live. She decided to leave that barren world because she passed her everyday with lovelessness and avoidance of her husband.
She bitterly hated her house and in the dawn she in absence of all due to their sleep left house. That morning was too hard to her. She sat on the bus stand to take bus with her pain staking face. She packed all her clothes and baggage and before sun came, she left her house. Yesterday night was pathetic where she fell senseless in front of her husband who wanted to capture her body and her every touch of husband was like an arrow which pierced her heart. Her body received many wounds by scratch of husband. In spite of her unwilling husband seven times raped her.

She wanted to return back boss with whom she saw the light of the day. In his arm she felt a true love for her. Her eyes were sparkled with glad when she remembered about boss.
“How foolish I was! Idiot I was. Rejected him.” She wanted to go first . She wanted to go throw herself in the arm of her love, the boss whose mind was as holy as clean water, pure water.

All baggage she kept on the bus which was whistling to take passengers who were waiting eagerly. Taking their hands she kept all baggage.” I am returning forever. My love is waiting for me.” She remembered him with glad voice. Happy voice of her perhaps, was mixed in the air. Bus whistled every stoppage with bursting air and was taking passengers and passengers came down on their own destination where they wanted to go. According to her, all were deserved for help. She helped them in their coming and going. Her tone of voice was encouraging. She started to talk with her co-passengers with her sense of duty. She turned herself into a loving heart where loves for humanity and loves for boss were full-fledged. She started to feel that she was going to be fulfilled with love. When clock stroke seven p.m. she came down from the bus with baggage. One light of life was waiting for her.

In that day Boss was simply busy glancing to decorate his office. It was seemed to him that he should give a party. Yesterday he got contract where he got a jubilant success. He brought many stick of night queen. This was because that it spread thousands of good smells for the room. Willfully he succeeded to decorate his flowers vases with rose. He dispatched and threw out all wasted and unnecessary files and papers with all new files and papers by his own hands taking soothing breath from gentle breath of air. He did not know why was he feeling pleasures in his mind. He with glamour of glad brought a cake and put on the table. Suddenly he was informed that one lady wanted to meet with boss. Closing the window of the rooms and he opened the door. He was sent to the surprise that Diana , with pain staking pale face ,was standing and she was burst into tears. She threw herself on the arm of the boss and said,” O, my dear, my darling, my dear , how foolish I was! I was a damned hearted who never understand what the real love is! Real love is matched by the union of true two lovers’ soul. Love should not be measured with age. It is a great relation between two minds without complain against each other. Love comes life without informing us. Love is measured by purity of heart.” Taking each other in each other‘s arm they smiled and untied their soul.