Lifetime Regret

It was 11 o'clock me and kiara was standing at New delhi railway station. We ran away from our houses just want to live our life according to our wishes, we want to live where there was no restrictions. Me and Kiara were childhood friends "the best friends"tag we had got since childhood. At that moment we were thinking everything is perfect woww.I said we will live our lives according to our wishes. I can remember there was something in Kiara's mind that time i dont know what it was. Nor i wanted to know. I was extremely happy that time my mind was not ready to think anything about.After 10 minutes we move out from railway station. I easily i got an apartment there bcause i had already connection there. so i didn't caught in any problem.After one week i can saw in Kiara face there was no tension as i had seen at New delhi railway station. we had passed one month there, we joints clubs,we attend late night parties most of the time we came home late and some of the time we didn't come to aparment.

After a month we started realising that we had a shortage of money, I get out of apartment to withdraw the money but i came to know our card is blocked now the tension is on my head there is alot of thing for which we have to make payment like aparment rent, electricity bill, to give money to others fom which we borrow. That time the first question which strike in my mind is what will i do know nor i am so qualified to do any job. I get back to aparment I was in tension Kiara asked me what happen i shout at her she doesn't understand i don't want to tell her about that. She asked me again this time i told her everything. And she started blaming me for everything I give her surity that nothing will happen i will do something i don't want that anybody blames me. I asked one of my friend about job he start telling about drugs dealer my job was to export drugs europe and for that i have to go Goa.I thought i will do this for only once and will get another respectable job like teaching and all. I packed my cloths and i leave for Goa i met a drug dealer there he gave me drugs i packed that in Lord Krishna statues. In post office they started asking me what is in this i said statues they gave me reciept to write the things which that package carry. I make a fake entry i write fake name there and everything goes good. as fast as i can from there i move after some week i got the payment and again we started enjoying.i forget about the job.and again we had the shortage of money this time she broke 19 years friendship from me and she left she get back to her family,her family accept her. But i am fund of all these i don't want to go back i am really enjoying there now again i met that drug dealer again export it and this time also everything goes correctly and again i got the payment now i want to make more i found this is the easiest thing which i can do to make but this time..... i never had dream of that what will going to happen, i didn't get the payment i asked them about my payment they said they didn't receive the package i go to post office for knowing about the package the person who is at the counter i asked him about the package he said wait he called somebody i was waiting and after ten minutes a police inspector with some constable they arrest me for the drugs.I was shouting what i have done they had a very rude behaviour towards me a female constable shouts at me.They. told me you accepted your crime you will have less period of punishment. That time i realise my mistake and calll my parents told the whole situation and asked them to hier a lawyer for this case.They, my parents helped me alot the court had gave me 2 years of punishment in that i loss all the luxuries i can see the worst reality of life.And that decision was the worst decisions i had ever taken. This is my all lifetime regret.