February 9, 2016
February 9, 2016
Let Go
I lose control
Let Go
by Lea Ebio
As the days drags by
You will no longer see me cry
Yet I will not even try
to arrange my messy life.
Let go
I will let go
of all my self-righteousness
Time to breakfree from the cautious bind
and succumb to the wild cadences
of this life that offers no worries
Time to lose control over my safeguarding belt.
This life is void and empty
I am tired of weighing the balance
I will not care anymore if one of the scale tips higher
and the other cascades into its downfall
I will not care anymore
Coz life is depressing me til I want to rage and scream
I want to end this nightmare and live in dreams.
So judge me if you wish
I won't give a damn
I am tired of doing everyone's qualms
and tired of staying calm
so I will let go
I will let go for now..
You will no longer see me cry
Yet I will not even try
to arrange my messy life.
Let go
I will let go
of all my self-righteousness
Time to breakfree from the cautious bind
and succumb to the wild cadences
of this life that offers no worries
Time to lose control over my safeguarding belt.
This life is void and empty
I am tired of weighing the balance
I will not care anymore if one of the scale tips higher
and the other cascades into its downfall
I will not care anymore
Coz life is depressing me til I want to rage and scream
I want to end this nightmare and live in dreams.
So judge me if you wish
I won't give a damn
I am tired of doing everyone's qualms
and tired of staying calm
so I will let go
I will let go for now..
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11 COMMENTS
Lorenzo A. Fernandez Jr.
February 9, 2016 - 05:59 Losing control is sometimes cathartic.Lea Ebio
February 9, 2016 - 07:19 and I'm so close to being cathartic (i check the wiki for that term ...lol...it's kinda deep and rare term)...thanks for reading and upvoting Lorenzo ...writing and posting becomes my self-expression now...lolFaisan
February 9, 2016 - 08:32 Really enjoyed it, loved the ending.Lea Ebio
February 9, 2016 - 13:00 thanks Faisan! I'm happy you appreciate itVelantra
February 9, 2016 - 09:38 Hey friend, if you feel like jumping of a bridge, not without me.....I know what you feel like. I'm so tired my friend, even my house is falling apart around me. I don't have the energy to bother anymore.Lea Ebio
February 9, 2016 - 13:02 then let's jump! lol...why though?something's wrong n ur house friend?Velantra
February 9, 2016 - 13:30 tooooooo much work, washing, cleaning, cooking.......blah, blah, blah. I'm depressed and tired.....Lea Ebio
February 9, 2016 - 14:44 be grateful it's not the mind that's overfatigued my friend...lol...do take a rest thoughVelantra
February 9, 2016 - 15:17 Sure, will do, so write a story about the dreams you want to live in.......Lea Ebio
February 19, 2016 - 14:17 lol...i may consider it though.. hmmm...that's a good idea friendpies11
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