I Quit

I know its very shame  to be doing like this , but the fact stares at me. So my only option is to do like this . Every one know that , living here is more advantageous than dying . What makes me do like this?  You all think there will be so many usual reasons such as Broken love affairs , Family problems , Study problem  , Dropping of ambitions etc  . These all are great reasons for one to commit suicide . I think lot of suicidal persons are great urge to live but the fate plays his role beautifully and that persons want to drop . I am also like to live here but........

Do you know some thing ,  life ,its seduce us more than deterring.   Its fact , who are trying to commit suicide by using train as their prop until for last second hope for to live and that train don't hit on him/her.Like that any case the heart and brain makes a great fight.The result of that who wins is result of a suicidal persons life.If heart wins he can't  suicide but  when  brain wins we can say bye..... so in my case i got suicide because  i cant retort in my life.I know all junky things  but i cant sass against that,so i think like lord sreekrishana  says in Mahabharata  "The silence of people who know the awry is make great destruction than the faulty persons".So i am  afraid that i will be a great harm to this world and i am going to quit from the game of life.........