I am the word, the pain and the comforter

How loud can I scream, how long I can stand this heat. Nothing hurts more than the word, even a painful tooth ache or a bruise on top of an eye can’t hurt more. I was on my way to a market when I met a street burger, who looked as if he was on the late sixties. He asked for a dollar and dollar was what I had. I told him is the only money I had for bread. He became furious and started to be impertinent. I shook my head and moved on with my trip, but his words were a song in my head. I felt like something departed from my soul and didn’t want to blame it on anybody. But it was just words. Why does it pain more when you are affected by words? i realized that If you were raised in an environment that was fraught with negative actions, negative thoughts and negative beliefs, it will only leave you with the taste of tart lemons as an adult. Most of our decisions are a result of the paradigm in which we were raised. If you were never told that you are great and that you can be whatever you want to be in life, but instead you heard, "You’ll never make it or amount to anything," you will find yourself discontent and frustrated with life and living well below your means. A trick of the enemy is to keep you stuck in the quagmire of negativity, which eventually stunts your growth and causes you to see yourself as a "grasshopper," though you are lord of all. All that pain is caused by a word you heard. What is this word?
Word
I am spoken, I am the light
I am the only thing that two can keep in their hearts
I hurt in deepest parts of the body
I bring the darkness and sadness
I am the creator, I am the motivator
I am the love, am the hatred
I am the fear, I am brave
I am angry, I am written
I separate the intelligence and awareness
How delightful am i
How dominant am i
I kill the weak and elevate the strong
I am a spoken word
Every mountain in our lives can be moved by our faith and it all begin with the word and ends with word. The mountains in our life are not going to move just because we ignore them. The enemy would love nothing more than to have us sitting around in isolation, waddling in the woes of self-pity and the unfairness of life, and constantly thinking the same thought, "Why me, oh Lord!". Words are spoken and are decisive. Only those who exercise positive thinking reach out to surpass their goals.