For Grandma

It had been a year since you walk this earth,
but to me it still feels like yesterday.
For I feel not your absence coz you're always present
in our mind and in our heart.

Maybe apology is not enough
to say sorry for the pain I've caused you
Maybe tears are not enough to let you know how much I've missed you
Maybe prayers would suffice to let you know you're loved most
I will always remember you deep in my heart.

Thank you for taking care of me as a child
I know we quarelled a lot...but knowing you care me..I am glad
sorry, I have been bad
I caused you worry then and make you sad.

Now I realize how much time I wasted away
I should have be at your side and never stay away
Now it's just a memory of what used to be
Realizing that I can never be with you feels me with anxiety.

Yet I have to let you go towards God's loving arms
I will just have to pray to Him to give you comfort and peace in His glorious hands
I will say farewell now for now you're really gone
Your memories will always remain and never be gone.
We love you so much lola.
Rest n peace in God's loving arms.