Dead ends and broken hearts

I will let these city lights and taffic noise Drown out my sorrows
Let the music on as an afterthought
Waiting for the pain to fade away
As I hope for something that's never going to happen
Turn off the lights as the tears fall down
Let the sound of my beating heart
Be my only guide
As I go into the darkness
Wander slowly into the wilderness

Oh baby you don't know
Of all the crashes and burns I have taken
On an idea of perfection I ruin my life
My scars and tears are the only witness's
Of the tortures and regrets I have victimised myself with

Starting from nothing only my beating heart
Would be the only thing that's alive
Cuz inside I'm a living nightmare
With flames and spikes

I will wait till the ashes turns dust
And blood turns to rust
Just one more deadbody
Walking around
Stumbling in a daze
Looking normal from the exterior
Yet lifeless in the interior
A dead end
Another win for society