So I have written many entries like this. When I feel upset or when something incredible happens I write.
I want to know if what I write is interesting. If it connects with anyone else. If it makes anyone else feel better?
This is a story about postpartum depression and psychosis. This is fictional story, but postpartum psychosis is happening and real in this world. These women need to be understood. They must be given help.
I can't let out the painful emotions deep inside me. It is the love of fantasy which has caused me to fall in a deep dungeon of the world's wicked deeds. I don't know how I'm going to survive out of this. I'm now afraid of the consequences.