By my side you will finally know
what was, what is and what was meant to be.
The coward will sway away from those wise words
Words that were lashed within this life,
Yet blinded by the beauty of a symphony
Playing the melody known as the masterpiece of life.
I still feel so insignificant with my eyes wide shut
The sun burns my sight with what is expected of man,
To smell courage of the sleeping brave,
To hear the innocence of an awaking day
And taste a heart so magnificently untamed.
But all this time I sit and think of days that were before,
Where is the horse and his rider?
Where is the wind that fiercely blows?
That passes like rain on the mountains?
That touches the corners of your silent meadow?
It has passed in night so dark but reminded by purple skies.
But all this while I am reminded by those voices
As they continue to whisper outside the silent door.
It wasn't her mouth that pulled me in,
Nor was it the depth of her hazel eyes.
The energy that exploded from that innocent glare
Was an hypnotic mirage that will always remain there.
Our lips touched,our bodies rushed
As our souls danced to the music of the full moonlight.
Lead by the symphony of newly found passion
We found ourselves lost within a beat of sudden attraction
The sun reveals truth as she exposes unwanted sight
Awakening questions of what's morally right.
Slowly these forces start pushing us apart
Closing doors of this once completed heart
Wanting something that doesn't belong to you
Determines the depth your heart will go through.
This unwritten symphony shall never be victorious
Or experience emotion so unique and glorious.
Our faces we turn, interrupted our sight
Staring forward to the perception of what is right.
I try to find the courage within to believe that everything will be okay
And maybe we will look back and laugh about it someday
But NOT today, as yesterday has wrecked my heart in two
Trying to understand why it is so wrong to be in love with you!
I’m tangled inside this web of unbarring emotion
Trying to make sense of what tomorrow might bring…
Even If I allow myself to fall in love with someone new
It could never be the way I have loved you.
Staring at all the pieces shattered on the floor
My thoughts rush through all theses empty spaces
I’ve been trying to make believe that it doesn't hurt
But how far can you journey when someone has closed the door?
The thought of letting you go is making me feel so cold
Loosing myself would make me feel even more content
But none of these feelings will ever save my heart from this torment
And free me from this intimate love entanglement.
Your eyes always anchored deep within my soul
As your gaze washes over me like moonlight shadow
Your love awakens me like a vicious untamed hurricane
That has taken my everything without a thought to remain.
The love that has engraved you within this temple of mine
Has resurrected my doubts that my heart will heal in time
Even If I let myself to love someone new
That someone will never fill the place owned by you
Only the night shows my every true emotion
Breathless, but what more did I expect to see?
It’s the sound of poison burning the atmosphere at night
That hurricane chasing my fears from left to right!
There is a fire burning viciously within my heart
This riot of uncontrollable bursting into fears
run from the light, straight into the cold dark night
I feel safe when the sun dies,
leaving me in cold devotion.
The mist defines the craving of self-inflicted misery
But yet the riot inside keeps trying to visit me
The sound of breaking voices disturbing my dreams at night
Orchestrated by this demon, into a soulless harmful symphony.
Demon pressure me to unfold and break to soil
When feeling so hollow, craving more than the sun or the sky
Give me the moment when words can be true
Give me the torch to set my soul to flames because of you
You are darker than a moonless night
You made your web, and I...
Well, I got trapped within your noose.
You stare at me with those eyes of yours ...
But I see nothing
I feel nothing for you,
nothing for you.
Perhaps only the slight tremble within me
Knowing that you easily bite.
Always without warning ...
Always in revenge ...
You have a terrible way of leaving me dry
Like a cracked desert floor
Just know that..
I don’t want to do this anymore.
Just go away,
Please just go.
I am more without you
I am at peace without you.
Find yourself another darkness
Find yourself another pray
You have left me dry.
You foolishly believe I have words to say
Thoughts I secretly keep of you...
A beautiful untold story of your greatness,
Well, there is nothing except regret,
Things that are better left unsaid.
You are my arachnophobia,
The monster in the night.
You are the death of love,
The leader without mercy.
You are the hurricane that comes with no warning,
You are the devil, always so charming.
I don’t want to lash out at you when you claim you love me
When all this time you have been living within your own dream
You’ve lost yourself in there
Trapped within your mental house
As you scrape your nails through the walls
Attempting to escape the fate karma has presented you.
These walls seem darker each time you close your eyes
They seem closer with your every breath.
As your own mental mind is slowly causing your death
But even death will be a pleasant gift compared to what has been presented to you
All your twisted lies seem so promising within your mental mind
And you never noticed that you are the one being unseeingly blind
How does it feel as you find yourself so deeply lost in there?
When you know that you are the only one to blame
The times I wasted my breath on you
Trying to help you open your eyes
Well thats over now
you lie lost within your own mental mind
I wont be there to save you this time.
Your screams won’t be heard at night
Soon you will be forgotten…as you dwell deeper within your mental mind.
The times I blamed myself because our love fell apart
Those times only seem like a cruel joke to me now…
You have a perfect mental mind you know
To make me believe that I was the one who should go.
You’re a master of deceit and lies…something Ill give you credit for..
But you have no claim over my heart and mind anymore.
I once thought that I lost myself within your eyes
As eyes are described as the windows to the soul
But someone conveniently forgot to mention that being blinded by love,
Is how your soul got trapped within the windows of the mental mind.