Unintentional

Deep breath, keep calm, try and make it through the night
Be strong, keep it together you have a lot to lose
Hold on to sanity, don’t let go, don’t walk into the light
Don’t over stress, keep your cool don’t let it blow your fuse

Juggling and bouncing, throw it up in the air
Deal with it all at once if your dare
My cushion, myself made comfort zone
The only place that i would want to be is alone

See my failure, see my flaw
But never get to see me raw
Hear my cry, feel my tears
Taste my excitement, know my fears

But problems one to many
I’ll give little than a penny
For it is all but one at a time
Wait until you are next in line

I wont overfill my basket until it falls
I wont allow anything to break my walls
Built with time, patience and experience
I’ll deal with each problem with my own endurance

Live with your own expectation and yes i have mine
But never will i let anything skip the line
Call me selfish and cold
But nothing extra shall take my hold

For you live your life the way you want
So stop proclaiming mine to be a failed hunt
My clock ticks the way i set the time to
Never ever think that i am like any normal – you