We were walking hand in hand, under a bleak , dark night, He was saying something about his University- things I was clueless about.
He held my hand in his. It was so clammy that he asked about it.
"I sweat anytime I get nervous" I said bluntly.
"So what are you nervous about now?"
"I don't know...."I said, my voice fading as he stopped to look me in the eyes.
Sarah my friend has told me to make sure to remember and caption every moment of the first time in my head, but I was finding that hard to do.
Because, his head was bending towards mine, and as his taut lips met mine, I found myself shivering badly.
Not from the cold, but from my jangling nerves, and as a very sensitive person, he stopped.
He took his head up, and stared into my eyes as black as the night.
"I won't hurt you" He whispered. Even though there was no need to.
"I know you wouldn't but....... I'm just...." My voice trailed off again, as I tried to gather my scattered thoughts.
But like a bolt of lightning, shocking me as well as him, I urged his head down, and jammed them my lips on his.
His eyes were wide with surprise, something clicked inside of me, like an unlocked door.
After exploring and learning each other with fierce urgency intensified by burning passion.
We reluctantly parted lips, and when we did, I asked " How's that for a first feeling?"