When I was in my teens, I was quiet excited to date someone as I believe that is the correct time to have too many curiosity about love relationship. At that point of time I never knew the true meaning of Love so for me love was only a crush.
I still remember when I was in eight grade ,we as the entire Y.C.S(Young Christian Students) group was taken for camp in Sacred Heart School for two days. In the beginning I thought may my parents will not allow me to go but at the end they agreed.I belonged to a convent medium school where all of us were only girls , so when we came to know that even boys schools are participating in this camp I was very excited.
Two of our sisters took fifteen of us in Howrah station where the other schools also assembled to board the same train.
I was so happy to be out with my friends that I some how missed someone's eyes that me starring me.When the train arrived I sat along with my friends and opposite to me two or three Don Bosco guys sat.The person who was starring at me was sitting wright opposite to me and then i noticed him looking at me and trying to share a smile.Seeing to his expectation I didn't want to let him down so in return even I smiled.
As all the schools gathered in the same compartment , we decided to play few games in common so that everyone get chance to interact with each other.
The first game was Chinese whisper so everyone get chance to whisper in each other's ear. When my turn came I was felling very nervous seeing him coming towards me to whisper in my ear. The words that he uttered was 'you are hot' ,which was completely different to the original one and even I was confused as to how do I tell that to the person sitting next to me. I was quiet for a moment and seeing tothat reaction he gave me a seductive smile.
When we reached our destination it was already past five in the evening and we ,like girls were given a different dormetory and boys were given a different dormitory.
After refreshing we were asked to gather in the hall.When I entered the hall my eyes was only searching him and out of my astonishment I saw him standing behind me with his friends. In that big crowd he was one person who can grab anyone's attention. I was already falling for him. Slowly slowly we got many chances to interact with each other, and I also liked his company.We liked holding each other hands whenever we got chance and also used to sit together to get that awesome feeling which I cannot describe in words.The last day , we were eagerly waiting for the camp fire in order to impress all the boys. I was in one of my best attire which was a bit above my knee length and completely black in colour. As,we few girls were heading to gather in the camp fire, i saw him coming towards me.My heart started beating fast as I knew seeing his face that he have some plans.After getting my friends permission he gently took me aside like a proper gentlemen and asked me to go quietly behind our dormitory where he will be waiting for me when everyone will be busy having their dinner.
Finally, after all the events and the camp fire dance, the time came when I had to go behind the dormitory. I was feeling very scared of getting caught and at the same time I was feeling very nervous thinking of what will happen after I reach there.After reaching there I did not see anyone so I felt maybe he is hiding and want to scare me, but I was completely mistaken as there were really no one.I was taken back completely as I thought that he just fooled me and because of this I straight away went back to my dormitory.
The next morning we were all set to go back to our home and when we started I was only searching him to find out that why he played a prank on me.
I was getting more and more confused as I was not able to tress him at all and then finally, I landed asking the person with whom I saw Ryan all the time. I went completely mad when that person told me that no one in that name exist in his life.All these situations were raising so many questions in my mind like was this my hallucination, or something else was happening with me.
At the end I realized that entire thing was only my imagination that I was trying to make it real.My imagination took me in such a place where I forgot about my real life and started living in the world of my fanaticism.From then onward s I stopped dreaming and concentrated only in my studies.