The Estranged Lover

Once you were the center of my world
and because of this you've keep me fooled
you've used my trusting nature to your great comfort
you've lied to me to have your way and not be confronted
amd I feeling futile against your manipulation succumbed...

Having your good time with all your goodtime friends
all the faith and established trusts all thrown away
over and over you swear you'll change
now I realize with a sick feeling, it was all pretense. .


At night when I lie awake waiting for you to arrive
watching helplessly the endless ticking of the clock by my side
as the night grow deeper and I still can't sleep
I promise myself this will be the last time I will weep.

Now years have passed and you remain the same
same happy-go-lucky guy , a familiar face with ordinary name
Sometimes I would look into your eyes and feel a shame
for in my heart I've lost that lovin' feeling, but who's to blame...


Your touch which I once long to feel
Now I shrink from it I know you could tell
my heart that once beats for love is now like steel
but if it will beat for love again only time can tell.


Your smile never charms me anymore
and I don't give a damn about your lies now...that's for sure
coz not so long ago you broke my heart to pieces
I hoe you knew now how I abhores your kisses...


So please tell me not of your undyin love and faith
I fear even if you repent it would be too late
Now that we cannot go on as lovers yet we cannot remain friends
it is really sad that our relationship will come to an end.
The End.