The Best est friend or the best est lover?

He spoke to her for the first time her voice is not sweet it's more of authoritative and deep, today they will meet for the first time she is coming to main campus.He had already ensured that nobody passes a comment on her. They are fighting over a silly issue.they have now labelled each other as best friends and share everything with each other,his deepest senses are now finding ways to hint her about his feelings.but he refrains from doing so,he couldn't gift her the present he thought gifting on her birthday as she refused to accept gifts.but he managed to deposit an eclairs in her hand.it was an amazing b'day she turned 17 today.they meet talk and laugh with contagious jokes on each other.He can;t help but smile inevitably looking at her.Bingo! she is smiling too this is sad that he smiles because he can't find someone as vibrant as her and she smiles on the silly way he projects himself infront of her, he has expressed his feelings,she said sorry! Ah sorry could be such drastic and breathtaking word he never thought would have to experience a new shade of sorry.she is still speaking with him. They converse not the way they did in past but way more different than that Whenever he ponders about her, he offers do rakat shukrane and praises Allah for nt letting her go out of his life. she makes the best pair with him. she is the queen of rejection and he is the king of comforters.let's see who will rule. She is a mimosa and he is a brilliant consoler. She has shared with him her insecurities and he has been too much conscious about her little things. He with his little kind heart and loving nature and she with her melting heart and cold nature. they will make a perfect match according to him, but she perceives that he is too awkward for her. He has titles of expressing himself and she has mastered the art of hiding her feelings.walking on opposite ways parallel to each other. winning over each other and making points. They both separate yet they collide,he is too worried about her and she is worried about his worries. He is standing on her door and she is trying to close the door.she thinks about his mistakes and he thinks about her merits. she is afraid to hold on to him and he is afraid to give up on her. he hasn't given her a reason to blame He has executed the most well planned b'day and she is still believing that he did it for friendship. he has given her choice but he himself has no choice as he is deeply truly madly attached to her since 7 months. She is busy sorting her life out and he is finding ways to suggest and help her in sorting it but somewhere deep down there he is the one who needs her to sort him.believe in him, let herself go with his emotions,she wonders that this followed her for her beauty but he has still not figured out what in her keeps him pinned with her.While Everyone praises her for her beauty he used to write jokes on her beauty because it never mattered and will never matter.for him the most important thing was to be with her. She wanted to be a practicing muslimah and he wanted to fulfill his half deen by being with her. he has unknowingly hurt people to get her and she perceives him as betrayer. he has neither pierced his hand or neck with knife to prove his urge to get her but his heart was pierced every single day when he thought about her.Do you think he deserves her? Please write your opinion.