When you've been in love with him for so long, you forget what it feels like to not love him.
He doesn't know, but you should tell him. You're scared of rejection.
You don't want anything to change between you two.
He doesn't even know he's the first one you think of each day. How you have these perfect little love-stories in your head.
And how you wish he was in your bed...
First love can be the sweetest, but also the hardest. Once you've found that light, you hate the darkness.
You wish someone could understand that certain feeling, the one you get when you know God has this love written...
Sometimes it hurts. It does. But when you can't take it anymore, there's a door. You have complete control, you are the key.
First love is the sweetest, but that first cut is the deepest. You'll always love him, and that's fine. If it's meant to be, it'll take time.
There will be days you will want to scream. There will be days where you'll ask "is this a dream?"
But my love, don't lose yourself in this process to please him.
Demons come disguised in pretty things, so make sure your heart is pure and clean.