Red Fox

Scene clueless when approached towards my door steps .it wasn't entirely closed that was unlikely ,for the first time in my life I see the flowers on our front yard so dry ,sky was yellow ,no wind ,then while I was standing there and my back pack on the floor in silence ,I saw a red tail hanging and moving up and down ,come closer to take a clear look ,well its him the man who know life secrets and salvation in his hands talking to the land I grow up in trying to spoil the sand and to mix the water with blood .

‎that’s right ,I had it ,I felt the slap on the cheek after the weird ache in my stomach ,yes that how it feel when you are a layer and a complete coward ,every single piece of hair on that tail shattered a home or through someone in poverty ,all that because these tails thought to be the truth of life .

If you live in a community and every member believes in red tails and you came and stood up to this fact trying to change it to a better one ,that can let people you know start thinking logically ,then you should not be there because you can’t and you’ll never will ,you know some time I wonder if this religion is really true then I look at it and its beautiful and peaceful and well organized ,for people who like to be ruled blindly .

There is this one thing that I can’t keep out if my mind every time I looked in to her eyes I saw my reflection as this man with white and black and a French hat ,but why you separated me from your life and your warm body your jasmine smelling hair ,I could just take a hug from her nut would it be the same ,the worst is yet to happen the red tailed fox started to spread his preaches about me about what happened and how he had victory in accusing me with the crime that wasn't proved .

Her pure white face, red cheeks ,her hazel eyes and the most soft hands that could cam a rage bull ,was taken from me ,I thought she forgot about the nine months ,but remembered the nine minutes with the red tail forever, I mean it’s like your first love you’ll never forget it even if it was bad and ended ,so now I need to kill life I need to start a new one where there is no red tails and people I know actually can think about that religion and why it’s there in the first place ,buts that’s just me a stupid fifteen year old boy who doesn't remember where he puts things ,and yes red tail was right I did what he told her but did I know it ,I was just playing outside rushing and running to kick the ball with my friends when he came to me and gave me the envelop ,the one which he took half of what was in it and every other family too, I went home that evening I was alone and I hid it in my secret stash to keep it until she come and take it from me then as tired as I was I slept and never gave it to her that’s when he came the next week asking her about the money inside it ,in these situations most people assumes the worst as she did .

Here is the Red Fox for you ,they control and rule in the name of the most God written sense ,when its only there temptations and desires ,it’s easy to judge people and make them so busy with their problems that you caused to be left alone when you steel their chicken .

From that time till now I’ll never believe you, I’ll never look at you differently ill fight you, I’ll stand up to you and ill kill the idea of the red fox and make you pig for forgiveness of all the things you did to everyone of us before you pig it from God ,and I’ll live my life for that ,maybe I can still win her heart again someday I know she can take me back to heaven .

Zaid Alarab