The most frightening moment in your life is when you realised, everything is too late. Now here I am, staring endlessly into the flickering monitor screen. Repeating the same schedule every fucking day and couldn’t bring myself to stop. Stop being a robot.
As my mind linger by the internet pages, I came across of something I thought hadn’t exist. It was a forum discussing a strange fetish toward dead people. My steady hand tremble after sometimes and I reluctantly exit the page. It was sick, I didn’t want to partake anything from it. I was disappointed severely, I want to escape this.... Open a new chapter, put a reason to my incoherent existence at least.
He is a calm persona. Often shows up the most and often being the narrator reference. He is the voice of Reasons.
“Help me....” I spoke to myself. Beyond logic, a figure emerges out of nothing. It was Eric! Oh God thank you. “Eric, I need to get out of here. Help me man.”
Eric, calm as ever questioned me. Stating “Why? If you quit, imagined what would happen to your wife, your family! Consider them before you make any decision”. Eric shows a slight anger in his speech. I was dumbfounded, my voice of reason turns against me.
The insane persona, often shows up randomly and give the most wildest suggestion. He is the voice of Need. The narrator needs in his heart.
Gambino sneaks behind me and ”Barghh!” he screamed. I was a bit shocked but I didn’t scream as I used to. Perhaps I’m getting used with his random jumpscare.
“Gambino... shit man. When are you going to stop doing that” I chuckle a bit.
“Oh, are you having trouble? Man.... Tell me, tell me, tell me”. Argh, the ‘usual’ Gambino.
“Actually, I don’t want to do this anymore....” I uttered. From his reaction , I notice the flow of thought in his head. Which came out as ”Well, man... I think you have to do what you want. Like... Even if it is a terrible Idea” the way he present it amazes me.
“Yeah, you’re right... I’m getting out of this shit!” claiming myself, I march out my room. But Eric pushed me back.
“No, you irresponsible, mindless faggot. You need to take care of your family. Damn it!” Do I need this, this endless lecture and advice that tells me how to live my life.
An angry persona . Often shows up in situation that puts the narrator pissed or angry. He is the voice of his Ego.
Smith was furious. That was common for him at least and he grabbed Eric and threw him away.
“Enough of this bullshit! Work, responsibility ... fuck that. !” Smith reach Eric and they both brawl intensely. Gambino was happily cheering for both of them.
Even though this is a figment of my imagination, I witnessing this event as if it was a real life scene. In the end, I am, unquestionably a victim of my own foolish sentiment.