In love with you!

Two years ago, I joined this art community on the internet. I quickly found the chatrooms and joined one of popular chatrooms at the time. Little I knew, it led me to someone very important in my life nowadays. At that time, I had a different boyfriend, which I met over the internet as well, but was from the same place as me.

In that chatroom, I met various people including a guy who I studied with. And in that group of people I met the guy who I love the most today. At the time, we were only friends, and I used to call him dad for some reason. Since then we've became greatest friends and all, but we didn't have many conversations with each other.

Suddenly, and out of nowhere, my relationship with the previous boyfriend ended. I was crushed and that led me to someone who wanted my relationship to end since we first talked. The next day I met that person and he kissed me, but I wasn't quiet feeling it happen. His dreams weren't the same as mine. He was stubborn and times he was always busy or away for me. I'd like to note it was my first LDR experience and it was a painful first experience. Still, it lasted 1 month and a half, until I couldn't take any longer. I got depressed, I was always crying for him and he didn't even care if I cried or not.

In that time, I started talking to Neo again. He was there to help me in the process of breaking up with him. When I broke up with him, I was depressed, I thought I couldn't trust anyone else and I was afraid of loving anyone, simply because I didn't want to get hurt. Days after, I met Neo IRL and he was everything I expected him to be and a lot more. It was incredible, he made me feel so much better, made me feel special and I could see my depressive state going away. We kissed on the first date, but this kiss had been so... special. It scarred me deeply inside, it made me fly, it made me dream... It made me believe in love yet again.

I knew that it was going to be like my last relationship but I also knew that Neo was a different guy, not that uncaring or even cold and stubborn. I'm happy I found the right one for me.

LDR's might be hard for both sides but with strength and patience, they work, of course they do! Neo and I are sorting things out so he can come and live here, and then I can join him, and have our future sorted out just like we wanted!

I don't wanna lose him ever! I wanna be with him forever and ever!

I love you Neo! <3