Gazing up, kneeling down

As I look up to you

To see if you would end the pain inside me

I find it hard to finish my prayer

Because I've got so many questions and complaints.

My Lord, my Saviour, my Shepard

I look up to you

I demand answers to my questions

I demand action to be taken for my complaints.

I'm so sorry Lord

I know you gave me this life with a purpose

But now I wonder what that purpose really is.

I haven't found peace in my life

"Why, why?" I ask myself

I grew up poor and I still am

Mom you tried and I'll forever be grateful for that.

I was faced with many challenges that I still find hard to speak about.

I've got dreams that seem to be far from being realized.

I feel like everyone I came across in this life has been using me for his own pleasure.

I feel so lonely when it comes to expressing my feelings.

I feel invisible because everything I've ever needed seem to be gone forever...