Everything is Going Wrong

Normally when I do this, it all goes well, but this time everything is going wrong.

I have been cutting people for six years now. They never really cause any problems. I have been following the same routine for a very long time. Somehow this time everything is going wrong. It's all going to hell now.

This is my 345th victim. The plan goes as expected. I spot my victim in a gas station. I always look for someone in jeans and one that is wearing a wedding ring. After they have finished their business I follow them for two days to see where they live and if they have a family. If they do I wait for them to leave the house at night.

I creep up from behind and use chloroform to knock them out. Poor bastards never see it coming. I then drag them to my car and drive them to my lake house. There I tie them to the operating table and do what I always do.

Wait for them to wake up and then slowly start cutting them from toes up until their neck. Not to deep though because they might bleed to death too fast. My record at the moment is 651 long cuts in three days before the subject died, they usually make it to around 400 cuts though.

But enough about that. Why everything is going wrong this time is that the last time I seem to have suffered a minor stroke of some kind. I think from the excitement as it was that the victim kept screaming until the end.

Ever since that happened my hand is not that steady anymore. The trick is to make the cuts extremely close to each other but not let a cut cross with the another.

Because I am not able to cut straight lines anymore everything is going wrong. It's all finished now. I might as well move on and find another way to get my satisfaction. It sure ain't going to be straight lines anymore.