you were the one i first set my eyes on. when you started talking i knew i wanted you. the way you treated me was something special. i fell for you, years later.
you made me realize that "love" will not always involve who you want, exactly.
but you grew into the man that i love, the man i will always love.
i couldn't believe it at first, but i accepted it.
just like that.
of course it was hard at first. but when it became easy you just dropped me like nothing happened. that was the worst pain.
it felt like a cut, but on my heart. you were my first love, and i don't think i would ever forget you.
i fell face-first for you. you don't even care.
and yes it still hurts. but time heals all, and i still think about you everyday. you made me happy.
you exposed me to new things, and now i'm in a new world.
it takes time, i know. but i will write about you everyday until this wound is healed. sometimes things don't go a planned. if it's not meant to be, don't be scared. just stand up straight and keep walking. keep moving forward.
i'm hoping that maybe later in life you will be the one.