And So I
And So I
by abbywookieThe wires in my head have gone
Have gone haywire
I see fireworks
In the night sky
Colours
In blackness
(your eyes, starlight, trouble)
***
I guess I never knew
You’ve long been
Been living in my head
Been doing stuff with my head so that
So that all I can think about
Is you
You made me feel weak
(love songs, your world, trouble)
***
And so I battle with my heart
Fix the wires in my head hoping you’ll
Leave my mind
Stretch the distance so that
We’re light years apart
Burn the emotions I ever felt so that
So that I’m the Ice Queen
Get my feet to run so that
You fade away
Fade away
Pack the memories
And let them drown in the blood from my heart
You should be the one leaving my life
So tell me why am I the one
Leaving my life behind?
***
My heart was always the enemy
Let you in when I want you out
I wanna walk in your shoes
And unfold your world as I go
Your eyes
I wanna live in there
Your heart
Is where I wanna be
But not where I should be
(fire, blindness, trouble)
***
And so I battle with my heart
Fix the wires in my head hoping you’ll
Leave my mind
Stretch the distance so that
We’re light years apart
Burn the emotions I ever felt so that
So that I’m the Ice Queen
Get my feet to run so that
You fade away (leave my life)
Fade away
Pack the memories
And let them drown in the blood from my heart (give me back my heart)
You should be the one leaving my life
So tell me why am I the one
Leaving my life behind?
***
Stabbing, fixing
Repairing, ripping
Bring my heart to a blaze
And you watch them burn to black
And so I’ve been running, giving in
Feeling, hiding
Get my feet to run so that
(three miles apart)
(thirty miles apart)
(light years apart)
You fade away
Fade away
***
It feels as if
The wires in my head have gone
Have gone haywire
I see fireworks
When there are no fireworks
In the night sky
Colours
In blackness
***
Because there on the horizon
It’s you again
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18 COMMENTS
Manahill Naik
May 28, 2015 - 09:59 Shoot.. again?? Be strong elsa :P CC it was really deep =).. I now hate connor for putting u in this state :D :D :D jk dont freak out at dis oneabbywookie
May 28, 2015 - 12:30 LOL this isn't even about him, karate peach. And hey, know what? let's have a truce, Cruella. For the 347628203520908th time, would you puh-LEASEEEEEE cut it out with that weird nick and while you're at that, stop the Con stuff and I'll stop saying Yuki stuff =D come onnnn, this is me offering a deal how rare is tatManahill Naik
May 28, 2015 - 12:48 AHEM KNOW WHAT? I DUN CARE A SHIT BOUT YOUR DEAL.. IM SO OKAY WITH THE 'YUKI STUFF' AND U BETTER LEARN TO BE OKAY WITH THE 'CON STUFF' AND THE CC THING COS IM SO NOT GONNA QUIT IT :D.. sorry caps lock sista.. bless ya =) xDabbywookie
May 28, 2015 - 13:35 CRUELLA / KARATE NAIK / ABUBU / SLOTH001 / MANAHIL PEACH, YOU JUST OFFICIALLY, GRANDLY, SUCCESSFULLY RUINED MY DAY AND I HATE YOU DOWN TO YOUR MONKEY TAILManahill Naik
May 28, 2015 - 13:38 HEY U LEAVE MY TAIL OUT.. ITS PRECIOUS @_@abbywookie
May 28, 2015 - 13:39 YE RITE, PRECIOUS AS A DONKEY'S POOOOOOOOP, ABUBUabbywookie
May 28, 2015 - 13:39 MOHOHOHO :DManahill Naik
May 28, 2015 - 13:41 GOD.. *CURSES CC AND CON CONabbywookie
May 28, 2015 - 13:42 HEY THAT RHYMES, KARATE NAIK. CC AND CON CON, CC AND CON CON, CC AND CON CON.... sounds good togetherrrrr HAHAHAHAManahill Naik
May 28, 2015 - 13:43 IT DOESNT RHYME :iabbywookie
May 28, 2015 - 13:44 IT SO DOESabbywookie
May 28, 2015 - 12:31 and thanks for reading, btw =] =] =]Mahoobee
May 28, 2015 - 11:22 Beautifully written. :Dabbywookie
May 28, 2015 - 12:31 thanks a lot, maham =) for reading and leaving this comment :DMahoobee
May 28, 2015 - 13:43 Your very welcome :DVishnumayaa
May 28, 2015 - 12:49 Good work , I mean a good poem , sounds nice nah ? Actually I am too confused about what to write cause I did liked it a lot . Miss you a lot dear Sloth Bye for now but I am gonna catch you up in the right time at the chat box .abbywookie
May 28, 2015 - 13:38 hahahaha :D thanks a lot, strawberry. But wait a minute, I'm not Sloth, Abu Manahil is the one, strawberry :DVishnumayaa
May 28, 2015 - 14:16 But you are SLOTH 2 :p